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说吧 小茹 Go ahead, Rue.
我遇到了一个人 I met someone.
她给了我动力 She's helped.
我真心想要戒毒了 Now, I want to stay clean.
感谢聆听 So, thank you.
《迷醉》前情提要
我真为你骄傲 小茹 I'm really proud of you, Rue.
你这些年不容易 You've come a long way.
慢慢来 Just take your time.
你很脆弱 You're delicate.
我总以为幸福能天长地久 Every time I feel good, I think it'll last forever.
压抑的状态会起起落落 These states will wax and wane.
帮帮我吧 I think I need your help.
就算我犯病了 总也会好起来 In bad times, there would be good times.
同理 就算我一时没事... But also, in the good times...
你死定了 You're fucking dead to me.
总也有抑郁发作的一天 There would be bad times.
你变样了 You look different.
我想念以前的凯特 I miss the old Kat.
别招惹小茹和她的朋友 Leave Rue and her friends alone.
你这是在威胁我吗 Is that a threat?
大概生活确实总是沉闷压抑 I guess it's true. Life is always this way.
没事了 宝贝 没事了 You're okay, baby. You're okay.
半夜因为肾脏感染住进医院福利多多 One of the benefits of showing up at the hospital
其中一个福利尤其诱人 in the middle of the night with a kidney infection
因为医护人员的第一反应会是... is that the first thing they do...
喝杯水 把药吃了 Take this with a full cup of water.
让你服药退烧 is give you something to bring down your fever
减轻你的痛苦 and subdue the agonizing pain you're in.
-这是维柯丁吗 -对 - Is this Vicodin? - Yes.
-五毫克 -对 - Five milligrams? - Yes.
我知道你们在想什么 I know what you're all thinking.
我一年前拔了智齿 I, I got my wisdom teeth taken out, like, a year ago,
医生当时也让我服用维柯丁 and they gave me Vicodin.
我服用维柯丁会有不良反应 It--It just wasn't--It wasn't good for me.
胃部会绞痛 It really, really upsets my stomach.
-好吧 -嗯 - Okay. - Yeah.
-给我点芬太尼就好 -你确定吗 - I think I'll just go with plain Tylenol. - Are you sure?
肾脏感染痛感强烈 Kidney infections are extremely painful.
我确定 I'm sure.
除非... Unless...
我不太记得之前服用的那种药了 I can't quite remember what they put me on instead.
名字很像糖果 It was, like... I don't know, it sounded like a candy name.
类似罗克西... It was like, like Roxi...
-罗克斯... -罗克辛[对乙酰氨基酚] - like Roxis... - Roxicet?
对对对 就是罗克辛 Yeah. Yeah, that's it. Roxicet. Yeah.
7.5毫克就行 I'll go with that. 7.5 milligrams.
-好 我去问问医生 -谢谢 - Okay. Let me check with the doctor. - Thanks.
生病吃药可不算复吸 It's not a relapse if it's warranted.
止痛理由很正当 It's a hall pass.
上帝啊 可别坏我的好事 God, please don't get in the way.
你母亲填写的资料显示 According to the paperwork that your mother filled out,
你有肆意滥用药物的不良记录 it appears that you have some pretty extreme substance abuse issues.
你说得对 So, I think you're right.
服用芬太尼就好了 We should just stick with Tylenol.
好吧 Okay, yeah.
要是我哪天得癌症住院了 You know, if I ever come back here with cancer,
我可不想让见死不救的你给我医治 I really hope you're not my doctor.
我没开玩笑 Yeah, I'm serious.
等下 要不还是给我维柯丁吧 Wait. Can I--Can I still get the Vicodin?
他们给我注射了环丙沙星 They put me on Cipro,
这是一种用于治疗炭疽感染的抗生素 which is the antibiotic they give to people that are exposed to anthrax,
我先服用了依地普仑 started me on Lexapro,
这是少数几种不会令我狂躁的抗抑郁药之一 which is one of the few antidepressants that doesn't make me crazier.
我住院观察了三天 And kept me there for three days.
其实住院可好了 It was actually really nice.
我超喜欢医院 I love hospitals.
要是余生都能在医院度过 我绝对没意见 If I could spend the rest of my life in a hospital, I would.
因为住院时 Because when you're in a hospital,
可以做个米虫 you have zero responsibilities.
医护人员会保证你吃饱睡好 身体棒棒 They make sure you eat, sleep, stay hydrated,
如遇不测 医生总能及时出现 and if anything bad happens, there's always a doctor nearby.
谢谢 Thank you.
发生大规模枪击案时 待在医院最明智了 It's also the best place to be in the event of a mass shooting,
只要外科医生没死光光就行 unless the gunman kills all the surgeons.
关键是 我在医院无忧无虑 The point is, I had zero anxiety.
凝胶增强 光疗指甲 Gel enhancement, gel enhancement nails.
什么是光疗指甲 假指甲吗 What are gel enhancement nails? Fake nails?
对 假指甲 Yes, fake nails.
晚上 当大家都入睡了 Then at nighttime, when everyone's asleep,
我闭上双眼 把仪器声想像成鸟叫 I close my eyes and imagine all the little beeps to be the sounds of birds,
把空调的温热气息想像成吹拂的暖风 and the lukewarm air blowing through the vent to be a warm breeze.
而医院的病床 Your hospital bed can sort of feel like
仿佛是加勒比炎夏晚夜的泳池边躺椅 a poolside chair on a hot summer night in the Caribbean.
而且 茱尔丝来看我了 Plus, Jules came to visit.
因为我任性离开 你才会生病吗 Did all this happen because I left?
不是 No.
你保证没骗我 You promise?
我保证 Yeah, I promise.
我一生都浑浑噩噩 茱尔丝 I've felt like this my whole life, Jules.
并非时刻狼狈 但断断续续总会出事 Not all the time, but sometimes.
但你点亮了我的人生 You make it better, though.
对不起 I'm sorry.
怎么了 For what?
我没告诉你真相 For not telling you the truth.
总有人说我狂躁 For everyone who was calling me manic,
这话也就对了92%吧 I was, like, 92 percent correct.
但我能察觉出茱尔丝变了 But something was different about Jules.
小茹 你真是太靓了 Rue, you look fucking amazing.
茱尔丝 我现在浑身别扭 Jules, I am deeply uncomfortable right now.
你超性感 Listen, you look hot.
你平常总穿得很爷们儿 And the fact that you usually dress like Seth Rogen,
虽然有时搭配得很帅 但我总想抚额叹息 although you make it cute sometimes, like, it crushes my soul.
我才没穿得像爷们儿 I don't dress like Seth Rogen.
你上次换下连帽衫和运动裤是什么时候 When was the last time you didn't wear a hoodie and sweatpants?
就是现在啊 I don't know, like... now.
没错 所以我必须好好打扮你 Exactly. Which is why we're gonna finish.
我上周末玩得太嗨了 It was, like, the most amazing weekend ever.
我真是忍不住回忆留恋 I legit cannot stop thinking about it, you know.
这是第一次 It was, like, the first time...
我感觉找到了家人 I ever felt like I had a family,
除了你和我爸之外的家人 that wasn't my dad, or, like, you, kind of.
讲真 小茹... And, my God. Rue...
你肯定会为安娜倾倒 you would die for Anna.
-安娜是谁 -她的境界太超脱了 - Who's Anna? - She's just, like, next level.
我说不上来 I don't know.
你们俩亲热了吗 Did you guys, like, hook up or something?
嗯 可刺激了 Yeah. It was kind of crazy.
我们去了夜店 We went to the club,
那里简直燃爆了 and the energy was, like, crazy in there.
夜店和她的气场一样迷醉 我也受到了感染 It, like, matched hers, and then I was feelin' it.
她抓住我 And she just, like, grabbed me and sort of like,
把我推倒 吻了我 pushed me down, and like, kissed me.
她还咬了我 And... she fuckin' bit me.
怎么咬你了 What do you mean she bit you?
我们亲热时 她张开口咬了我 Like, when we were hooking up, she, like, fully bit me.
你瞧 Look.
好吧 Okay.
-感觉好吗 -棒极了 - Did it, like, feel good? - Yeah, it felt amazing.
-她就直接... -你被咬过吗 - That's it, she just-- - Has anyone ever done that to you?
没有 No.
-你想试试吗 -不好说 - Do you want to see what it feels like? - I don't know.
怎么了 What?
你不喜欢吗 You don't like it?
不吧 I don't think so.
好吧 I see.
但你喜欢 But you like it.
我喜欢 I liked it.
这么说吧 你一定得见见她们 I don't know. You've gotta meet these kids.
我发誓 绝对会令你焕发活力 'Cause I swear, you would fuckin' flourish in that energy.
我从没有过这种体验 I've never felt anything like it.
好了 There.
我好想你 I missed you so much.
你真美 You look beautiful.
谢谢 你也很美 Thanks. You, too.
对了 让内特·雅各布斯去死吧 By the way, fuck Nate Jacobs.
让内特·雅各布斯去死吧 Fuck Nate Jacobs.
虽然不该明晃晃咒人死 I know you're not supposed to say this kind of shit out loud,
但要是有机会 我一定... but if I ever had the chance I would fuckin'...
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真是个娘炮 What a fuckin' pussy.
迷醉 第一季 第八集
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我是小茹的母亲 莱丝丽 Hi. I'm Leslie, Rue's mom.
你好 莱丝丽 Hi, Leslie.
戒毒会要求我写一封信 They asked me to write a letter
讲述小茹的毒瘾对家人的伤害 about what your addiction has cost us as a family,
我昨晚写信时 and as I sat down last night to write it,
忍不住回想你出生那天的场景 I couldn't stop thinking about the day you were born.
我第一次将你抱入臂弯 Holding you in my arms for the first time,
怜爱地看着你 looking down at you,
看着你可爱动人的小脸 your sweet, beautiful face...
我这辈子从未如此充满爱意 欢欣愉悦 I had never felt so much love and joy in my entire life.
于是我想到... And I thought that...
若是那一刻 有人能提醒我该多好 what if in that moment I heard a voice,
通晓万物的人生旁白对我低语 some omniscient narrator who said,
"接下来将会如此" "Here's what's going to happen.
"你的女儿将会风趣幽默 聪明伶俐 开朗大方" "Your daughter is gonna be funny, and smart, and outgoing,
"她的灵气从小便会显现" You'll see it instantly, from a young age."
-你们俩喝酒了吗 -小酌无妨 - Are you guys drinking wine? - I mean, barely.
我们就想等你们收拾好赶紧去吃饭 We were waiting for you to leave so we could get into the hard stuff.
没事 我没受刺激 That's cool. I'm not triggered or anything.
开玩笑啦 It's a joke.
拍照吧 来吧 Okay, let's take some pictures. Come on.
"她将会魅力四射 广交朋友" "She'll be charismatic and make friends easily."
你们俩好登对 You guys look so cute.
"她将会温柔善良 心思细腻" "She'll be kind and sensitive.
"细腻到敏感" "Maybe too sensitive.
"她不会是个乖乖女" "She won't be an easy child.
"她会很叛逆" She'll struggle."
走进去 Just walk in,
昂首挺胸就好 宝贝 and hold your head up high, baby.
"因此 你将很难看懂她" "And in turn, you'll struggle to understand her."
-你真美 -是吗 - You look beautiful. - I don't know.
"你将跟不上她的思维" "To understand what's going on inside of her head.
"无法理解那些难以摆脱的梦魇" "The night terrors that can't be interrupted.
"很多时候 晚饭后" "The times after dinner where
"她会坐在餐桌旁" "She'll just sit at the kitchen table
"一遍遍数着天花板砖的数量" and count the tiles over and over,
"数到自己上气不接下气" "Until she hyperventilates."
-你要出去约会吗 -不 - Do you have a...a date? - No.
"你会用尽全力拥她入怀 安慰她" "To fight to hold her in your arms, to tell her it's okay."
你觉得这身很出洋相吗 Do you think this makes me look stupid?
完全没有 No, not in the least.
"你们将难以平静 她会摔打东西 大吼大叫" "To calm down. The kicking. The screaming.
"她会害怕受伤" "The anxiety of being harmed.
"她会日夜煎熬" "The transitions from day to night,
"从家中到学校 每顿饭皆是如此" "From home to school, from meal to meal.
"她会担心失去父母和妹妹" Of losing her mother or father or little sister."
-你们家真气派 -谢谢 - You guys have such a beautiful home. - Thank you.
-你真美 -谢谢 - You look beautiful. - Thanks.
-简直美若天仙 -"她害怕会孤苦伶仃" - That's an understatement. - "Of being alone."
我很喜欢她 I really like her.
"她会恐慌发作 情绪波动 迷惑不解 精神分裂" "The panic attacks, mood swings, confusion, disorganization."
-好好玩 亲爱的 -好 - Have fun, mija. - I will.
-瞧瞧你 -天呐 - Look at you! - My God!
"她会愤怒狂躁" "And all that rage.
"不仅生你的气 也会恼恨自己" "Not just at you, but at herself.
"最煎熬的是..." "And the tough part is..."
来点吗 凯茜 You want some, Cass?
"她无法自救 而你也将束手无策" "you'll feel as helpless to help her as she does herself."
-这是什么 -佳得乐和清如许 - What is it? - Gatorade and Everclear.
"你将犯下大大小小的错误" "You'll make mistakes. Small ones and big ones."
不管了 Fuck it.
"你会慌忙求助 病急乱投医" "You'll look for help from people who aren't helpful.
"你求助之人或许根本不了解情况" "Or who don't actually understand what's happening."
"内疚感将因此伴你终生" "And the guilt will never leave you."
爱你 祖母 Love you, Grandma.
"但若你保持镇定 温柔耐心" "But if you remain calm and patient,
"若你能仔细聆听" "If you listen closely,
"你便能渐渐理解她" "You'll begin to understand her more."
你没事吧 You okay?
没事 就是有点喘 Yeah, I'm just having an asthma thing.
"理解她为何重复地数了一遍又一遍" "The counting, the repetition,
"理解她对于对称的执着" "the need for symmetry.
"若你睡前亲吻了她的左脸" "That if you kiss her left cheek before bed,
"一定也要亲吻她的右脸" "You have to kiss her right cheek.
"还有额头 下巴" "And her forehead. Then her chin.
"因为这样才平衡稳定" "That it's about balance, stability.
"这样她才能疏导情绪 捋顺思绪" "The need to organize her feelings and thoughts, so...
"这样她才能平静下来" she can breathe easier."
-今晚一定会很嗨 -是吗 - I feel really good about tonight. - Really?
是啊 Yeah. I mean...
这是上高中以来 I was thinking this is the first time since the beginning of high school
我第一次做单身贵族 that I haven't, like, been in love with somebody.
讲真 独立自强的你太迷人了 Honestly, I love that for you.
我一直很喜欢皮卡车 I've always, like, really been into pickup trucks.
别穿着鞋把脚架到仪表盘上 You can take your shoes off the dash.
"你将得到片刻的喘息" "And there will be moments of relief...
"你们俩都能松一口气" "in her and in you."
"这些时刻平静安宁 顺心满足" "Moments that feel so normal and calm, and rewarding
"你会希望平淡的幸福能够天长地久" "That you'll find yourself praying they last forever."
"可她还小" "Even though she's only a child,
"糟心事还在后面呢" and all the hard parts have yet to even come."
凯特 Kat.
万一现在就是我们人生的高光时刻呢 What if these are, like, the big moments in life?
我妈总说 Like, my mom always talks about
高中是她人生的里程碑式高光时刻 how high school was like this big, monumental part of her life.
可她都半老徐娘了 居然还对高中念念不忘 But I cannot imagine being 40 and looking back at this, like, "Wow."
因为多数人在高中达到了人生巅峰 Yeah, but that's because most people peak in high school.
我肯定还没达到巅峰... I definitely haven't peaked, so...
我感觉自己还没长大呢 I feel like I'm not even a person yet.
我也就攀登到巅峰的四分之一吧 Yeah, I'm definitely at, like, 25 percent peakness.
我好像达到巅峰了 I feel like I'm at a hundred.
但我还能升得更高 But I can definitely get to 150.
讲真 我都没想到自己能撑到现在 Honestly, I never thought I'd make it this far.
什么意思 What do you mean?
我总是提心吊胆 惶惶不安 I don't know. I just always had, like, this overwhelming anxiety
我总觉得一定会出事 that something bad would happen.
说实话 去年夏天 In all fairness, last summer,
我有三周一直以为你死了 there were, like, three weeks where I thought you were dead.
可她现在都戒毒三个月了 Okay, but she's been sober for, like, three months.
你不是半年前就去了戒毒所吗 Weren't you in rehab, like, six months ago?
是啊 Yeah.
也许大家怀念高中 Maybe people are nostalgic about high school
是因为高中结束后 他们就再也不能活在美梦中了 'cause it's, like, the last time in their life that they get to dream.
随之而来的则是工作不顺心 账单堆成山 丈夫不顾家 After this is just bad jobs, and bills, and bad husbands.
安娜
我想死迷人的你了
也许这样说太笼统了 但是... Maybe I'm generalizing, but...
不好描述 你们懂吧 I don't know. Do you guys get what I mean?
其实 我的感觉恰恰相反 I don't know. I kind of feel the opposite.
我觉得高中压抑人的天性 I feel like high school's super fucking suffocating.
-是吗 -嗯 - Really? - Yeah.
我去去就回 I'll be right back.
首先 咸猪手太下作 First of all, ew.
其次 性饥渴太没品 Second of all, ew.
-稍等 -你硬不起来吗 - Just a second. - Are you, like, not hard?
等一下 该死 Not yet. Fuck.
-我感觉你没硬啊 -硬了 我... - It...It doesn't really feel like you're hard. - I am. I'm...
-我硬了 -内特 这事儿口说无凭 - I am hard. - Nate, this isn't something you just, like, lie about.
麦迪 我心里太乱了 Maddy, I just got a lot of shit on my mind, okay?
做爱时还能胡思乱想吗 Like right now? Like, during sex?
-麦迪 打住 -什么打住 - Maddy, stop. - Stop what?
别说了 住口 该死 Talking. Stop talking. Fuck.
我没性致了 走开 Okay, I'm officially turned off. Just get off me.
-我们何必上床呢 -根本没上成 - Why the fuck are we even having sex? - We weren't.
你知道你哪点最烦人吗 You know what your fucking problem is?
你就是不肯住口 You can't keep your fucking mouth shut.
你还就是硬不起来呢 Yeah, and you can't keep your dick hard.
我硬不起来 Maybe the reason I can't keep my dick hard
还不是因为同学们都在传我的谣言 is because everyone at school is spreading these fucking rumors about me.
不是谣言 那是事实 They're not rumors. They're facts.
你手机里就是有40个不同男人的鸡鸡啊 You literally had, like, 40 different guys' dicks in your phone.
我让你别出去乱讲 I told you not to fucking tell anyone.
你告诫我之前 我就说出去了呀 Yeah, well, I told people before you told me not to tell anyone.
但你只说其一 没说其二 Yeah, but you told them out of fucking context.
那你有什么苦衷啊 Really? What is the context?
我本打算告诉你 但你太不可信了 I'd tell you, but I don't even fucking trust you anymore.
就像你本打算上我 结果就是硬不起来一样 Kind of like how you fuck me, but you're not hard anymore?
接着叨叨啊 继续逼逼啊 Huh? Keep talking. Come on, keep fucking talking.
你倒是说话啊 Keep talking. Huh?
内特 我不介意你喜欢男人 Look, Nate, I don't mind if you're into guys.
-我不喜欢男人 麦迪 -性取向并非固定 - I'm not into fucking guys, Maddy. - Sexuality is a spectrum.
该死 你胡说什么 Fuck. What the fuck are you talking about?
直和弯都不绝对 It's not like anyone's 100 percent straight or 100 percent gay.
你绝对是在胡扯 That is 100 percent bullshit.
我并不了解你 Hey, look, I don't really know you.
我不知道你是不是个好女孩 You might be a good girl, you might not.
但我了解我儿子 But I do know my son.
-是吗 -我不是在替他说话 - Do you? - I'm not defending him.
但我确实想保护他 But I do want to protect him,
我知道 你们俩的感情不会长久 and what I know is this relationship you two have is not sustainable,
你们俩早晚会被彼此折磨疯掉 and it's only a matter of time before it takes the both of you down.
有时 冤家对头也会相遇相爱 Sometimes two people in the universe who aren't meant for each other find each other.
你美丽动人 聪明伶俐 You're a beautiful girl, and a smart one.
该放手了 It's time to let go.
你们全家都是奇葩 Your whole family is so fucking weird.
女士们 先生们 这一刻终于到了 Ladies and gentlemen, this is it.
-万众期待的比赛即将开始 -没错 巴特 - This is the game you've all been waiting for. - That's right, Bart.
这是黑鹰队开球四分卫内特·雅各布斯的回归首秀 This is the first game back for the Hawks starting QB Nate Jacobs.
若不想此场比赛成为他高中橄榄球生涯的告别秀 It could be the final game of his high school career
他必须赢下本局 unless he can bring home the W,
带领失意球队闯入地区赛 and get this struggling team to regionals.
说起来 他场下的人生也很失意 Speaking of struggles, he's had a lot off the field.
这可是一大谈资 It's been a big topic of conversation...
-黑鹰队加油 -不仅球员们议论纷纷 - Come on, Hawks! - not only around the team,
镇上也是风言风语 but also in this community.
但关键问题在于 他是否能够逆转运势 Here's the big question: Can he overcome this?
内特·雅各布斯应该能凝聚团队士气 I think Nate Jacobs is gonna unify this ball club.
幸好他的队友们都很挺他 Thankfully his teammates have his back.
镇民也很支持他 We know the community has his back.
-他将能带领球队走多远呢 -开始 - How much of the game is he going to put on his back? - Play!
好了 比赛开始了 Here we go. It's game time.
打配合 Red, twelve.
听好口令 开球 Red, twelve. Hut.
麦迪 别去 Maddy, don't.
-麦迪 别做傻事 -不管了 - Maddy. Don't do it. - Fuck this.
跳舞吗 Can you dance?
-跳舞吗 -求之不得 - Can you dance? - Fuck, yeah.
我保证 麦迪和内特肯定会结婚 I guarantee you Maddy and Nate are gonna get married.
然后分分合合 离婚好几回 And probably, like, divorced three times,
但还是会过着诡异而又幸福的生活 and in some strange way, live a pretty happy life.
-没错 -附议 - Yeah. - Yeah.
没错 Yeah.
茱尔丝 你真美 你的妆 引领潮流 真希望你在 我在冬日舞会上喝醉了
安娜 天呐 我好想你
安娜 你怎么还在上高中呢
茱尔丝 Jules!
茱尔丝 Jules.
-你干什么呢 -没什么 - What are you doing? - Nothing.
-你来干什么 -没什么 - What are you doing? - Nothing.
我喜欢把你打扮得女性化 I like the way I dressed you,
但我担心会影响你的性别表达 but I'm worried I fucked with your gender expression.
那我得谢谢你 Thank you?
我觉得穿成这样像个傻妞 I feel a little stupid, so...
我能问你个问题吗 Can I ask you a question?
-问吧 -你为什么不吻我 - Yeah. - Why don't you kiss me?
我吻过你啊 I kiss you.
不 唇齿交缠的吻 No. Why don't you, like, kiss-kiss me?
你希望我深吻你吗 I mean, did you want me to, like, kiss-kiss you?
我希望你... I want you...
想吻就吻 直接霸王硬上攻 to wanna kiss me so bad that you don't even ask.
算了 跳舞去吧 Okay. Fuck it. Let's dance.
我感觉爱情令人沦陷 但大家都闭口不提 I feel like love is super dark and no one ever talks about it.
只有他俩的爱才会那么纠结 Yeah, but that might be specific to their kind of love.
我的爱也是 Or my kind of love.
我愿意倾尽全力 I think I'm gonna do everything in my power
至少接下来三年不恋爱 for at least, like, the next three years to not fall in love.
万一你控制不住呢 But what if you do?
那就快刀斩乱麻 Then intervene and fucking destroy it.
能跟你聊聊吗 Can I talk to you for a second?
好 Yeah.
怎么了 What's up?
我不知道该怎么说 I just... I don't really know what else to say,
我很抱歉 and I'm so, so sorry. It's--
嘉年华那晚 But that night at the carnival
看到你和那个女孩调情 我就是... when you were flirting with that girl, I just...
我气得掉头就走 I don't know. I just had, like, this reaction,
对你心怀怨念 and I just, like, hated you.
这样可能对你不公平 我... Whether that's fair or not, I don't know. I...
但我就是... But... I guess I just...
我就是想把你对我的伤害全部还给你 I guess I just wanted to hurt you as much as I imagined you'd hurt me.
我知道这样很幼稚 And I know that sounds juvenile,
但要是成熟 我就不会语无伦次了 but it's true, and I wouldn't even be saying this to you,
可你是个成熟的男孩子 because you're actually not like this.
你其实心地善良 教养良好 You're actually really kind, and you're actually really nice,
我就是... 我太渣了 and I'm just... I just... I'm so shitty,
我多希望能回到过去 and I just wish I could go back...
凯特 自从坐在你旁边那一刻起 我就喜欢上你了 Kat, I liked you since I sat down next to you.
我知道 你觉得我们俩 You know, and I know that you think there's, like, zero chance
根本不可能天长地久 that we're gonna be together forever, and...
怎么说呢 我们俩都还小 I don't know. I guess, we're both juniors,
也许早晚会分手 so you're probably right about that.
我们中会不会有人受伤 You know, I mean, like, is one of us gonna get hurt?
有可能 Yeah. Probably.
但我会尽力把伤痛揽到自己身上 But I'll do my best to make sure that it's me.
我居然哭了 I'm crying.
-抱歉 -没事 - Sorry. - It's okay.
-抱歉 我的话太不合适了吗 -才没有 - Sorry. Was that awkward? - No.
-离开这个鬼地方吗 -好 - Want to get the fuck out of here? - Yeah.
-走吧 -走 - Yeah? - Yeah.
你刚才说啥 What did you say?
我本想给她加油助威 I started to say one thing,
结果口误了 她懂我意思就好啦 and then I said something else, but she knows what I meant.
莱克茜 Lexi!
-我去去就回 -好 - Yo, I'll be right back, all right? - Okay.
我能问你个问题吗 Can I ask you something?
问吧 Yeah.
你如何挑选交往对象 How do you decide who you wanna hook up with?
一般男生会主动围上来 I don't know. They usually just come to you.
万一他们不主动呢 Yeah, but what if they don't?
那你就主动出击 看上哪个就勾搭哪个 Then go and do whoever the fuck you want.
好吧 Yeah.
好吧 Okay.
老娘要主动出击了 I'm gonna do that.
我爱你 莱克茜 I love you, Lex.
我也爱你 I love you, too.
凯茜 Cassie?
-我没事 -你确定吗 - I'm okay. - You sure?
-确定 -好 去吧 - Yeah. - Okay. Okay.
抑郁过吗 Any history of depression?
普通抑郁吧 I guess the normal amount.
-没有确诊过 -对 - But not diagnosed. - No.
家族有抑郁病史吗 Family history of depression?
有 我妈 Yeah, my mom.
曾经吸毒或酗酒吗 Any history with drugs or alcohol?
没有 No, not really.
家族有人成瘾吗 Any family history with addiction?
酒精或药物 Alcohol? Other substances?
有 我妈酗酒 Yeah. My mom, with wine.
我爸滥用止痛药 海洛因等 And then my dad with painkillers and then, heroin and stuff.
好 Okay.
来这儿是什么心情 How do you feel about being here today?
有点紧张吧 Nervous, I guess.
你是否对手术萌生退意了 Do you have any reservations about the procedure?
改变心意了吗 Any second thoughts?
没有 No.
跟我来吧 Come with me.
欢迎回来 第四小节开始 Welcome back. Fourth quarter.
时间不多了 黑鹰队比分仍然落后 Time running down. Hawks trailing.
23比27 红队领先 开始了 23 to 27, red. Here we go.
比赛还剩一分半 A minute and a half left to go,
双方比分死死咬住 in what is a very close game.
改变策略 开球 Green 13. Hut.
比赛开始 雅各布斯后退几步 Okay, here we go. Jacobs steps back.
他打算传球 He's looking. He's looking--
他选中了接球队友 球扔出去了 He's got a guy. He's got a guy. He throws it up!
-雅各布斯扔出漂亮一球 -该死 - A perfect ball by Jacobs. - Fuck!
接球手差点就接住了 Goes right through the hands of the receiver.
-雅各布斯扔得漂亮 -开球 - Jacobs threw him a perfect ball. - Hut!
天呐 再次失利 My gosh, again!
-就差那么一点 -动起来 - Right through the receiver's hands. - Let's fucking go!
跑动起来 Let's fucking go!
接球手今晚可得配合一下四分卫啊 Bottom line, the wide receivers have got to give their QB some help tonight.
警察突袭小菲家 是你在搞鬼吧 Why do I feel like you're the reason Fez's house got raided?
非法贩毒 常在河边走 You know, sometimes, when you do illegal shit,
哪有不湿鞋啊 bad things happen to you.
你没违过法吗 You've never done anything illegal, Nate?
你是指茱尔丝吗 You talking about your friend Jules?
不 我是说你爸 No, actually, I'm talking about your dad.
我就是希望你能三思 I just want to make sure you've given it some forethought.
虽然你这些年确实死了不少脑细胞 I know over the years you've lost some brain cells.
但可别说出令自己后悔的话 I wouldn't want you to say something you might regret.
你能如何 毁了我的人生吗 What are you gonna do? You gonna ruin my life?
毁了我的人生 没人比我更在行 I fucking promise you I can do that a lot better than you can.
-你想怎样 小茹 -我想让你别招惹小菲 - What do you want, Rue? - I want you to leave Fez alone.
你别招惹茱尔丝 I want you to leave Jules alone.
你再敢招惹他们 我就毁了你 If you ever fuck with them again, I'll destroy your life.
我就毁了你爸 I'll destroy your dad's life.
我会让你们一无所有 I'll fucking burn your whole shit to the ground.
我可不介意亲自去警局报案 'Cause I personally have no problem walking into any police station
揭发内特·雅各布斯的父亲 and telling them that Nate Jacobs's daddy
喜欢操未成年 likes to fuck little kids.
你今晚很美 You look very pretty tonight.
你确定茱尔丝对你如实相告了吗 Are you sure that Jules told you everything?
你知道我喜欢她哪一点吗 You know what I like about her?
她的理想很实际 She has these very real dreams.
我真觉得她一定能成功 And I seriously think that she's going to achieve them.
瞧瞧里面这些人 If you look at everyone inside,
多数人将来的人生 most of them are going to go on to lives these lives
都将不值一提 that aren't even fucking worth mentioning.
但茱尔丝是个例外 Not Jules.
你呢 What about you?
讲真 Honestly,
-我根本不在意 -我想也是 - I don't really give a fuck. - Yeah, I gathered that.
大概正因如此 That's probably why you're spending all your time
你才会和注定会抛弃你的人成双入对 with someone who's going to leave you
她十年后 根本不会记得你是谁 and won't even remember who the fuck you are in ten years.
我说的是实话 你... I really meant what I said. You...
你真的很美 You look really beautiful.
好了 比赛还剩十秒钟 All right, here we go. Ten seconds left on the clock.
黑鹰队加油 Let's go, Blackhawks!
内特·雅各布斯能否成功逆转 Can Nate Jacobs do it?
这可能会是本场比赛的最后一次进攻 This could be the final play of the game.
-也可能是他橄榄球生涯的告别赛 -黑鹰队加油 - Could be the final play of his career. - Let's go, Blackhawks!
稳住 Stay!
蓝36攻势 Blue 36!
蓝36攻势 开球 Blue 36! Hut!
内特·雅各布斯后退几步 他想传球 Nate Jacobs, he steps back. He's looking...
他过人了 他在往前冲 he's off, he's off! He's going!
他将比赛结果握在了自己手中 他冲过去了 He's taking the game into his own hands. There he goes!
30码 20码 他有戏 He's at the 30, he's at the 20. I think he's gonna do it.
他过线了 他成功了 He's at the line! Yes! He made it!
干翻他们 我们赢了 Let's go! Let's fucking go! Let's go!
躁起来 Get the fuck up!
东高的观众沸腾了 East Highland crowd going bananas.
他瞬息间完成了逆转 He has warmed this place up in a heartbeat.
这个小子绝非池中物 This kid can get it done.
你虽然赢得了比赛 You may have won the game,
但却没指挥好队伍 but you lost control of the team.
长此以往 指挥无能最终会导致失败 And in the long run. If you don't lead, you're gonna lose.
退后 内特 You need to take a step back, Nate.
我让你退后 I said take a step back.
放开我 放开 Get the fuck off me! Get the--
别碰我 你这个死基佬 Get your fucking hands off me, you fucking faggot!
-滚开 放开我 -别挣扎了 - Get the fuck off! Get the fuck off! - Stop fighting.
-别挣扎了 -去你的 你去死吧 - Stop fighting! - Fuck you! Fuck you!
-别闹了 -去死吧 - You need to stop! - Fuck you!
-闹够了吗 -去死吧你 - You had enough? - Fuck you!
-放开我 -你再挣扎试试看 - Get the fuck off me! - Huh? Keep fighting.
-继续啊 -放手 - Keep it up. Huh? - Get off!
狗娘... Motherfuck--
还挣扎吗 Do you wanna keep fighting? Huh?
你翅膀硬了啊 You think you're tough now, huh?
反抗啊 内特 Huh? Come on, Nate.
怎么了 What?
我恨死这里了 I fuckin' hate this town.
要是可以 我会把这里烧成渣渣 If I could, I'd burn it to the fucking ground.
让这里寸草不生 And salt the earth behind you.
茱尔丝 你爱安娜吗 Jules, are you in love with Anna?
爱 Yeah.
那你 Are you...
你爱我吗 Are you in love with me?
爱 Yeah.
你希望我不是这副狼狈模样吗 Do you wish I was different?
这会缓解不适 This will help with the discomfort.
有些病人喜欢听音乐 Some patients like to listen to music.
稍有点痛 And just a little pinch.
要不我们一走了之吧 What if we just fucking left? Like, what if we just...
别跳什么舞了 We just fucking left this dance,
我们回家收拾行李 we went home, grabbed a bunch of our shit.
去大城市吧 我们私奔吧 Just went to the city. What if we fucking left?
这太疯狂了 That's fucking crazy.
我不想伤你 I ain't here to hurt you.
但你要是敢乱动 我绝对会打死你 But if you fuck around, I swear to God, I'll fucking kill you.
钱在哪儿 Where's the money at?
桌子里 It's in the table.
就快完成了 We're almost done.
慢点 Move slow.
我的老天爷啊 Jesus fucking Christ.
医生这么有钱吗 You're a fucking doctor?
动作快点 Hurry the fuck up, man.
杂种 你干什么 Motherfucker, what the fuck you doing?
混蛋 放下枪 狗杂种 Ass, drop the fucking gun! Bitch-ass motherfucker!
杂种 Motherfucker!
放下枪 Drop the fucking gun!
住手 休想拿枪 Stop! Stop! Stop going for the fucking gun!
狗杂种 Bitch-ass motherfucker!
我说了别乱动 混蛋 别动歪心思 I told you to fucking be cool! Bitch! Don't be doing that!
我们离开这个鬼地方吧 Let's get the fuck out of here.
走吧 Come on.
-小茹 -走啦 - Rue! - Let's go.
天呐 小婊砸 My God! Bitch!
完成了 All done.
你何必要反抗呢 What the fuck did you do that for?
该死 Fuck!
该死 见鬼 妈蛋 Fuck. Shit. Goddamn.
茱尔丝 Jules.
这样太草率了吧 Is this a bad idea?
不会 No.
发什么疯 What the fuck?
感觉如何 How do you feel?
好点了 Better.
烟缸弟 老鼠来了
-麦迪 起来 -不要 - Maddy, get up. - No.
-快起来 -为什么 - Just get up. - Why?
收起你的婊里婊气 Could you stop being such a fucking cunt
跟我跳支舞吧 and just come dance with me, please?
-你根本不会跳舞 -慢歌慢摇就是了 - You don't even know how to dance. - It's a fucking slow song.
-走了 起来 -你真是不可理喻 - Let's go. Get up. - Mostly you're despicable.
就赏你一支舞吧 But fine.
-我真烦你 -我知道 - I really fuckin' hate you. - I know.
你暴力冲动 心理变态 You're abusive, psychopathic.
多数时候 你都令我痛苦 Most of the time I really hate the way you make me feel.
我懂 I know.
这样不好 It's not good for us.
我懂 I know.
我们不该在一起 Meaning, like, we shouldn't be together.
我懂 I know.
我本以为今夜会很难忘 I thought this was gonna be, like, a night I'd remember forever.
今夜对你来说确实会很难忘 Well, I think you will remember it forever.
倒不会给你留下阴影 Like, not in a bad way.
只是会令你铭记终生 Just... in a way that stays with you.
是啊 Yeah.
你来晚了 You're late.
我有事耽搁了 I got caught up dealing with some bullshit.
我听说警察突袭你家了 I heard you got raided.
但他们一无所获 But they ain't find nothin', though.
没抓住我的把柄 Ain't got shit on me.
但愿如此吧 Let's hope not.
行了吗 So, we all good?
给你 Here you go.
七号站台 两分钟后发车 Deck seven. Departing in two minutes.
谢谢 Thank you.
茱尔丝 我刚想到忘带药了 Jules, I just realized that I didn't bring my medication.
哪里都可以买到药 We can get medication, like, everywhere.
但我觉得... Yeah, but I don't think it's-- you know,
药一天都不能停 I can, like, miss a day, you know?
小茹 会有办法的 我保证 Rue, we'll figure it out. I promise.
茱尔丝 不告而别不太好 Jules, I don't--I don't think this is a good idea.
-小茹 是你的主意呀 -没错 但我就是... - Rue, it was your idea. - I know it was my idea, but I just...
我就是突然觉得这样不太好 I don't think it's a good idea anymore is what I'm trying to tell you.
说走就走简直太潇洒了 It was a fucking great idea.
-不懂你在犹豫什么 -你慢点 - I don't know what you're talking about. - Can you slow down?
因为我还得顾及我妈 'Cause I'm thinking, you know, my mom,
我不想吓到她 我不想... I don't want her to fucking freak out, all right? I don't want---
小茹 不远 别担心 Rue, it's not that far, and, like, we're good.
我们可以给他们打电话啊 It's-- You can--We can call.
我怎么跟吉雅交代呀 Okay, what am I gotta tell Gia, though, you know, like--
她明早一醒来 She's gonna wake up in the fucking morning.
可能会觉得我失踪了 She's gonna think I'm missing.
没事啦 来吧 We're good. Come on.
绝对很美妙 It's gonna be amazing.
小茹 Rue!
来呀 Come on.
拜托 Please.
我爱你 I love you.
"你将得到片刻的喘息" "And there will be moments of relief,
"你们俩都能松一口气" "In her and in you.
"这些时刻平静安宁 顺心满足" "Moments that feel so normal, and calm, and rewarding that...
"你会希望平淡的幸福能够天长地久" "You'll find yourself praying they last forever.
"可她还小" "Even though she's only a child,
"糟心事还在后面呢 "And all the hard parts have yet to even come.
"16岁时" "And at the age of 16,
"她会吸毒过量" "She'll overdose,
"昏迷四天" "Spend four days in a coma,
"生死未卜" "And you won't know if she'll live or die.
"但等她醒来" "But when she wakes up,
"她会有机会戒毒" "She'll be given the opportunity to get clean,
"改过自新" "To become a different person,
"完善自己" "A better person.
"但有一点你无能为力" "Here's the toughest part.
"不论你怎么说 怎么做 怎么想" "No matter what you say, or do, or wish,
"决定权都在她手中" "The decision will be all hers.
"你只能心怀希望" "And all you can do is hope
"希望她能给自己一个重新来过的机会" "She gives herself the chance that she deserves."
你从我钱包里拿钱了吗 Did you take my money out of the wallet?
没有 No, ma'am.
-小茹 -怎么了 - Rue? - Yeah?
我就问你这一个问题 I asked you a simple question.
-你总坏事 -退后 - You make everything fucking worse. - Back up.
-不就40美金吗 -数目不重要 - It's fucking forty dollars. - I don't care.
-不就40美金吗 -这不重要 - It's forty fucking dollars! - I don't care--
-不就40美金吗 -偷钱不是小事 - It's fucking forty dollars. - I don't care.
-你想怎样 -你什么态度 - What do you want? - What do you mean, what do I want?
-你他妈想怎样 -别冲着我吼 - What the fuck do you want? - Get out of my face.
真是人至贱则无敌 你真贱 You can't be any more of a bitch. You're such a fucking bitch.
-我贱 -对 你就是贱 - I'm a bitch? - Yeah, you're a fucking bitch,
因为你他妈刚... because you just fucking s--
不要 住手 No! Stop! Stop!
她显然精神不正常 Obviously there's something wrong with her,
她只是想好过一点 and she's trying to get better.
她疯疯癫癫 She's fucking mental,
这个借口真是用烂了 and I'm tired of you using that excuse.
动手就有用吗 And you think this helps?
不重要 我受够了 It doesn't matter. I'm done.
-滚 -妈 - Leave. - Mom!
滚 我不在乎 快滚 Leave. I don't care. Fucking leave!
滚 快滚 Leave. Yeah, leave.
-滚 -你疯了 - Go. - You're fucking crazy.
该死的疯婊 我真是忍不住... Fucking psychotic bitch. You fucking make me wanna--
该死 你疯了 Fuck this shit, man. You're fuckin' crazy.
-怎样 -你满意了 - What? - You proud?
-你满意了 -跟你姐走啊 - You proud? - Go after your sister.
你不是想学她吗 You wanna be like her.
我可不想成为你这样 I don't want to be like you.
♪以爱之名♪ ♪ Taking it all for love ♪
♪所作所为♪ ♪ Taking it all ♪
♪以爱之名♪ ♪ Taking it all for love ♪
♪所作所为♪ ♪ Taking it all ♪
♪以爱之名♪ ♪ Taking it all for love ♪
♪为爱而为♪ ♪ Doing it all for love ♪
♪所作所为♪ ♪ Doing it all ♪
♪为爱而为♪ ♪ Doing it all for love ♪
♪以爱之名♪ ♪ Taking it all for love ♪
♪所作所为♪ ♪ Taking it all ♪
♪以爱之名♪ ♪ Taking it all for love ♪
♪为了你我♪ ♪ Taking it all for us, all ♪
♪为爱而为♪ ♪ Doing it all for love ♪
-♪毒入骨髓♪ -♪饥荒 湮灭♪ - ♪ Too much in my system ♪ - ♪ Famine, famine ♪
-♪钞票花光♪ -♪口袋空空♪ - ♪ Money MIA ♪ - ♪ Pockets hella empty ♪
-♪老妈维持生计♪ -♪维持生计♪ - ♪ Mama making ends meet ♪ - ♪ Making ends meet ♪
-♪含辛茹苦♪ -♪苦苦苦♪ - ♪ Working like a slave ♪ - ♪ Mississippi, aye-aye ♪
-♪老爸没了♪ -♪父亲 父亲♪ - ♪ Daddy ain't at home, no ♪ - ♪ Father, father ♪
-♪挑起大梁♪ -♪教父♪ - ♪ Gotta be a man ♪ - ♪ Michael Corleone ♪
-♪为了族人♪ -♪姐妹 兄弟♪ - ♪ Do it for my homegrowns ♪ - ♪ Sisters, brothers ♪
♪为了家人♪ ♪ Do it for the fam ♪
♪如实相告♪ ♪ So tell 'em, Labby ♪
♪为讨你欢心♪ ♪ Just for your love, yeah ♪
♪给你全世界♪ ♪ Give you the world ♪
♪蒙娜丽莎的微笑♪ ♪ Mona Lisa's smile ♪
♪我愿英年早逝♪ ♪ Hell, I'll do 25 to life ♪
♪只愿加冕称王♪ ♪ If it makes me a king ♪
♪你眼中的唯一♪ ♪ A star in your eyes ♪
♪罪孽与无辜 我之爱无穷 给予全部♪ ♪ Guilty or innocent, my love is infinite, I'm giving it ♪
♪无需囚禁♪ ♪ No need for prisoners ♪
♪举起双手 我要打劫♪ ♪ Bitch please, hands up This is a stick up ♪
♪以爱之名♪ ♪ Taking it all for love ♪
♪为爱而为♪ ♪ Doing it all for love ♪
♪你知我心 双人合体♪ ♪ Guess you figured my two times two ♪
♪永远为一♪ ♪ Always equates to one ♪
♪有梦就会自私♪ ♪ Dreamers are selfish ♪
♪人心本就如此♪ ♪ When it all comes down to it ♪
♪愿你提醒我是谁♪ ♪ I hope one of you come back to remind me of who I was ♪
♪待我消失♪ ♪ When I go disappear ♪
♪梦中酣睡♪ ♪ Into that good night ♪
后会有期 Until then...
♪所作所为♪ ♪ Taking it all ♪
♪以爱之名♪ ♪ Taking it all for love ♪
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我们俩在拍摄过程中成为了亲密好友
饰演"茱尔丝"
饰演"小茹"
毕竟在剧中 两人就是闺蜜
《迷醉》幕后采访
-我们其实并没有事先磨合过 -没错
通常 如果饰演的角色关系亲密
演员们需要一起研读剧本找感觉
-但我们俩没有 -对
-我们俩一拍即合 -太幸运了
我们必须代入角色之间强烈的情感冲突
茱尔丝和小茹有深厚的感情羁绊
我们俩当时还只是普通朋友
可茱尔丝和小茹已经是彼此的好闺蜜了
我从未遇见过茱尔丝这样的人
我觉得俩人的关系经历了多个阶段
说实话 小茹对茱尔丝一见钟情
她强烈渴望带给她幸福
这是小茹人生中第一次真正感受到幸福满足
她仿佛看到了希望的曙光
所以她爱得炽热 对茱尔丝的感情迅速升华
但又太迅速 令茱尔丝难以招架
亲爱的 慢慢来
你这些年不容易
你很脆弱
我觉得第八集真的很特别
因为茱尔丝和小茹的感情有了突破口
她们意识到了对彼此的爱
本来是小茹提出要私奔
她十分渴望和茱尔丝在一起
在她眼中 茱尔丝无人能及
可她又在顾及自己给家人带来的伤痛
在那一瞬间
她想到了母亲和妹妹
这是她第一次顾及家人的感受
我们喜欢她们合体的甜蜜瞬间
我们也很希望她们俩最后能在一起
剧情发展总是令人心焦
当两人终于相爱并决定私奔时
却又因为种种原因而被拆散
虽然两人最终没有一起离开
但她们依然爱着彼此
-我们希望她俩能成 -对
演员们的关系随着拍摄越来越亲密
因为大家不仅需要赤身裸体地坦诚相见
而且还需要对彼此袒露情感
她见过我的每一面
好坏都呈现给她了
-我对你也一样 -对 彼此彼此
所以谁也不会嫌弃谁
-我们无须隐藏 -爱意满满 毫无隐瞒
我们亲如姐妹
迷醉