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她的天赋使她脆弱 同时也使她变得抢手 Her gifts make her vulnerable. They also make her desirable.
温妮莎 Vanessa...
救我 Help me.
米娜出了什么事 What happened to Mina?
她同一个生物纠缠不清 She became embroiled with a creature.
她现在已经成了他的奴隶 Now she has become his slave,
在我们和他的世界之间徘徊 hovering between our world and his.
他们都在找我 They are all about me.
你在整件事中又是什么角色 And what's your part in all this?
与你无关 My part is my own.
我有个儿子在非洲去世了 I lost a son in Africa.
父亲 让我同你一起去吧 Father mine, let me come with you.
我会证明自己是一个合格的探险家 I'll prove myself a proper explorer.
彼得爱你 父亲 Peter loves you, Father.
以为我是埃莫奈特吗 姑娘 Amunet, girl?
不 老得多 No, much older.
埃莫奈特是阿蒙拉的妻子 最初的蛇王子 Amunet was the consort of Amun-Ra, the original serpent prince.
他必须吸食他人的灵魂 He was sustained by feeding on the souls of others.
我就不会把这事告诉艾芙斯小姐 I would not tell Miss Ives this.
谁想知道自己会被恶魔追杀呢 Who wants to know they're hunted by the devil?
怎么回事 What's happened?
它是冲你而来 It came after you.
整件事就是个陷阱 I think it was all a ploy.
但是米娜带我找到他的 But it was Mina who led me to him.
她也许是你的敌人 That she may be your enemy.
这能怪她吗 Can you blame her?
温妮莎在哪儿 Where's Vanessa?
我要见母亲 I want Mother.
你为什么要她 Why do you want her?
大家为什么都要她 Why does everyone want her?
要不是我犯了过错 这一切怎么会发生 But for my transgression, would any of this have occurred?
我们都没法改变过去 We cannot unmake the past.
你我都要背负罪孽 继续苟活 We shall live with our guilt, you and I.
第一季 第五集
低 俗 怪 谈
最亲爱的米娜 My dearest Mina,
我挚爱的朋友 my darling friend.
我大病初愈后便开始写这些信 I began these letters when I recovered from my illness.
起初我大概每个月会写 At first, I composed them perhaps every month.
后来变成每周 如今是每天 Then weekly and now daily.
不久 我无疑会放下一切 只顾写信 Soon I will, no doubt, give up all other occupation and simply write.
一封信的结束成为另一封的起始 The ending of one letter becoming the beginning of the next,
延绵无尽的话语 an endless ribbon of words.
我给你写信 希望有一日你会回复 I write in hope that one day you will answer me
一切都能恢复如初 and that everything can again be like it was...
虽然我知道那是不可能的 though I know that can never be.
我不记得小时候的云彩了 I don't remember clouds when we were young.
那时有云吗 亲爱的米娜 Were there any, my dearest Mina?
或许就在天边吧 Just beyond the horizon, perhaps?
还是满眼遍是海滩和沙堡呢 Or was it all seashore and sandcastles?
我知道这想法很幼稚 Such a thought is naive, I know.
但记忆不总是如此吗 But aren't memories always that?
咱们栽进海里使劲向外游吧 Let's go in and go terribly far out.
不行 会惹麻烦的 We mustn't. We'll get in trouble.
你害怕了 You're afraid.
-才没有 -那就一起来啊 - No, I'm not. - Then come in with me.
你觉得我们能游多远 How far do you think we could swim?
想游多远就多远 随便去哪 Far as we want. Everywhere.
我们上岸之后做什么 And what would we do when we got there?
什么都行 Everything.
我们应该下水 游到天际 I think we should go in and go as far out as we can see.
别了 No, we shouldn't.
你会一直这么胆小吗 米娜 Will you always be afraid, Mina mine?
还有比我们更亲密的两家人吗 Were ever two families closer than ours?
我印象中 两家之间的门从未关过 I don't remember a day that gate between our homes was closed.
直到有一日它永远关上了 Until the day it closed forever.
你好啊 穆雷夫人 Hello, Mrs. Murray.
天气真好 正好欢迎旅人回家 Gorgeous day for the homecoming.
我们都好紧张啊 We're all at sixes and sevens.
小伙伴们在阳光房 Children are in the solarium.
早 安德鲁斯先生 Good morning, Mr. Andrews.
早上好 Good morning.
早啊 彼得 Good morning, Peter.
还摆弄那只猴子呢 God, still at that monkey?
我虽然想尽了办法 它还是... As much as I try, it just looks...
-不像个活物 -不是"它" - Dead. - He's not an "It,"
是"他" he's a "He."
给他起个名字 Give him a name.
温 就是只破死猴子而已 Van, he's a stupid dead monkey.
你得给他们起名 You have to give them names
否则他们就不会有生气 or they'll never come to life.
就像是一个咒语 It's like a witch's spell.
这是莎士比亚笔下的爱丽儿 This is Ariel from the Shakespeare.
莎士比亚喜剧《暴风雨》中的精灵
你总在摆弄捕食者 You're forever working on things that eat other things.
我觉得你嗜血 I think you're bloodthirsty.
我才嗜血呢 她是食尸鬼 I'm bloodthirsty. She's just ghoulish.
我觉得安德鲁斯先生的小胡子漂亮极了 I think Mr. Andrews has the most luxurious mustaches.
-是啊 他真帅气 -还那么高 - I know, he's gorgeous. - And so tall.
我将来一定会嫁给高个子的男人 I'm sure I'll marry a tall man.
我才不会爱上个矬子 I couldn't love someone stunted,
舞会的时候多丢人 it'd be too embarrassing at balls.
那他会是什么样的人 What sort of man will he be?
至少一米八 Over 6 feet at least.
长小胡子 还每天打蜡 With mustaches he waxes daily
脚轻巧 会跳舞 and tiny feet for dancing.
那你呢 What about you?
只要不是我爸讨厌的律师都行 Anything but one of father's dreadful solicitors.
不过呢 你肯定会嫁给彼得的 Then, of course, you're going to marry Peter.
大家都这么说 Everyone says so.
我不会留在这儿娶你的 温 I shan't be here to marry you, Van.
你要去哪 Where will you be?
跟父亲去非洲 In Africa with father.
你真想做个探险家吗 Are you sure you want to be an explorer?
我总不能做一辈子猴子标本 Well, I can't be making stuffed monkeys my whole life.
搬箱包悠着点 Be careful with those bags.
-父亲 -你好啊 彼得 - Father! - Hello, Peter.
-父亲 -我的宝贝女儿 - Father! - And there's my girl. Hello!
-你好瘦 -我这次都能摸到肋骨了 - You're so thin. - I can feel your ribs this time.
你还没戴帽子 And you haven't worn your hat.
被你发现了 那是我丢的第一件东西 Oh, you've caught me out. That was the first thing I lost.
-那第二件呢 -该走的路 - What was the second? - My way.
你好 格拉迪斯 Hello, Gladys.
别这样 亲爱的 None of that, dear.
您给我带什么了 What did you bring me?
来看看 Well, let's see...
我带了什么呢 What have we got here?
这个 Now...
-这是什么 -薮猫皮 - What is it? - It's a serval.
坦噶尼喀湖边的薮猫 Genus Leptailurus from the shores of Lake Tanganyika.
-真美 -谢谢 父亲 - How gorgeous. - Thank you, Father.
我要饿死了 Now, I'm as hungry as a crocodile.
饭做好了吗 Have you put on a proper feast?
你好 Excuse me?
我印象最深的就是接风宴 Those festive homecomings I remember most.
真的跟过节一样 They were our true holidays.
我的父亲母亲总是受邀列席 My mother and father were always welcome company at your table.
令尊总是晒得黢黑 带着珍奇的礼物回来 Your father would return to us with rare gifts and a sunburn.
好了 有人想听我遭遇食人族的故事吗 Now, would anyone like to hear about my encounter with the cannibals?
-请说 -好啊 - Yes? - Good.
可最珍奇的 还是他的冒险故事 But rarest of all were his tales of adventure,
不过想必是添油加醋过的 I'm sure much edited for our ears.
突然一声大吼 When we suddenly heard a cry...
那米 Nyame.
彼得听得两眼放光 Peter's eyes would light up.
他幻想着跟父亲去探险 Such a marvelous future he imagined alongside his father.
我们还没反应过来 就被绳子和网缠住了 Before we knew it we were tangled up in ropes and nets,
然后他们来了 and there they were.
挥着长矛 边跳边吼 "那米 那米" Shouting, waving their spears, chanting, "Nyame! Nyame! Nyame!"
那米就是肉 Nyame means "Meat."
人肉 食物 我们 Flesh. Food. Us.
真可怕 That's just awful.
开始吧 Shall we begin?
米娜 虽然我们无比亲近 But for all our kinship, my Mina,
却还是有些不同 we were not completely alike.
我信奉天主教 你和你的家人却不以为然 The mysteries of my Catholic church were alien to you and your family.
我若早成熟些 就能看明白更多 Had I been older, I would have seen more.
隐藏在欢笑之下 Beneath the laughter,
在滔滔不绝的交谈中 beneath that great, easy outpouring of conversation,
是紧张的气息吗 it wasn't tension exactly, was it?
你我两家世交 关系不会紧张 Not amongst two such congenial families.
不对 No.
更像是颤栗 It was more a tremor of something.
像是对着无底洞说话 Like words hollered down a bottomless pit
回音沉闷 而更复杂 that come back occluded and more complex.
大人就是这样吧 Adulthood, maybe.
那件事发生时 那个可怕的夜晚 And on that terrible night, that night it happened,
晚宴发生什么重要的事了吗 did anything particularly important happen at the dinner?
我记得没有 No, not that I recall.
说实话 我当时以为是你和彼得 Honestly, I thought I was going to find you and Peter
躲在拐角 跟我闹着玩 around the next corner, playing some trick on me.
我母亲 My mother.
你父亲 Your father.
除了震惊 More than the shock,
负罪感 禁忌感 the sinfulness, the forbidden act,
我居然 there was this.
还很享受 I enjoyed it.
谁在低语 Something whispered.
我听着 I listened.
也许我身体里的恶魔 Perhaps it has always been there, this thing,
一直都在 this demon inside me.
也许就在我身后 等着我回头 Or behind my back, waiting for me to turn around.
我没有告诉你我看到了什么 I didn't tell you what I saw.
我怎能告诉你 How could I?
你不需要那么快就长大 There was no need for you to grow up so fast.
-明天我们去城里吧 -好的 - Tomorrow, we should go into town. - Yes.
你会受不了的 至少我是这么告诉自己的 You could not have endured it. Or so I told myself.
也许我只是喜欢有个秘密作为隐藏的罪孽 Perhaps I was just cherishing the secrecy of it as a hidden sin.
但我的内心悄然改变了 But in me, there was a change.
就从我去迷宫那晚开始 我变了 I marked it from that night in the hedge maze.
也许我一向如此 Perhaps it was always there.
总做些邪恶的小事 Little acts of wickedness.
当然并无大碍 是些小姑娘都会做的事 Harmless, of course. Something any girl would do.
我跟自己说 这些不过是恶作剧 I told myself it was no more than mischief.
但我深知不止如此 But I knew it was more.
我当然清楚 Of course I did.
*冷风吹过我的真爱* *Cold blows the wind to my true love*
*雨水滴落* *And gently drops the rain*
*心许一人* *I have never had but one true love*
*他却他长眠绿茵公墓* *And in Greenwood he lay slain*
随着我们长大 你越来越漂亮 And as we grew up, and you grew lovelier,
自然你会先遇到真爱 it was no wonder to me that you met your gentleman first.
他当然也会有漂亮的胡子 Or that he had luxurious mustaches.
那青年军官真是俊俏 Such a gallant young officer.
你们真是无比般配的一对 What a handsome couple you were.
找到你们啦 Found you.
谢谢 Thank you.
那时候彼得嘴上毛都还没长全 It was the season of Peter's inadequate beard,
我看着你和布兰森上尉的感情越来越好 I watched your courtship with Captain Branson flourish.
看尽了你俩之间你进我退的招数 All the stratagems of advance and retreat.
我一直以为你我之中 我更坚强 I always thought of myself as the stronger one.
但你此时展现出的英勇 But here, you were so valiant.
他又怎能不折服 How could he not be conquered?
在那餐桌上 你的未来徐徐展开 I think you set your future at that table.
他提起印度 我仿佛突然看到了你我的离别 He spoke of India and suddenly I saw you going.
那我何时才能再见到你啊 When would I see you again?
印度难道不是远在天涯吗 Isn't India so terribly far away?
我会怎么样 What would I do?
嫁给彼得吗 Marry Peter?
天知道我有多羡慕你 God, how I envied you.
也许还有点恨意 Perhaps I even hated you.
这怎么可能呢 你总是那么谦逊有礼 How was it possible that you, always so meek and obliging,
如今却要先我一步踏上伟大的探险之旅了 were to have this greatest of adventures before me?
你将要经历爱情 体验男人的爱抚 You would know love, you would know a man's touch,
而一向敢于闯荡的我 却还对生活一无所知 while I, the courageous one, knew nothing of life.
米娜 亲爱的 Mina, my dear.
当然 他无疑是个好人 Of course, he's a fine man. I've no doubt of that.
会是个好丈夫的 He'll make a proper husband.
但一想到她要去印度我就难受 But I hate to think of her out in India
那里那么热 还都是中东黑佬 with all that heat and those filthy wogs.
你觉得非洲会是什么样 What do you think Africa will be like?
天哪 温 别提了 Oh, God, Van. Don't mention that.
我一和父亲提这个 他就岔开话题 Every time I try and talk with father about it, he shies away.
也许你就不该再提了 Maybe you shouldn't ask anymore.
那是我的梦想 你知道的 It's all I've ever dreamed about. You know that.
跟父亲一同踏上探险之旅 My father and I off on an adventure,
勇闯天涯立下丰功伟绩 blazing some daring new trail.
也许... Perhaps...
怎么了 What?
也许那时他就不会对我这么失望了 Perhaps then, I wouldn't be such a disappointment to him.
我从来不是他想要的儿子 I was never the son he wanted.
总是病怏怏的 不善狩猎 Always ill, never good at games.
令人失望 A disappointment.
他想要的儿子得像... He needed someone more like...
像我一样吗 Me?
等我走了你就独自一人了 You'll be all alone when I go.
米娜在印度 我跟父亲在一起 Mina in India, me with Father.
你会很难过的 That'll be sad for you.
不过我想... But I suppose...
牧师七点会到 母亲要我们准时到场 The minister's coming at seven and mother wants us there.
你知道她的时间概念的 You know how she is about time.
如果能回到那一刻 If I could only go back now,
我会追上他说 I would run after him and say,
"别走 别去非洲 "Don't go. Don't go to Africa.
你活不下来 你太脆弱 You'll never survive, you're too weak.
你脆弱得那么美 彼得 You're beautifully weak, Peter.
我爱你 正因为你的脆弱" I love you for your weakness."
就在那一刻 米娜 我清楚看到了未来 For at that moment, Mina, I saw the future crystal clear.
那一夜我试着祈祷 上帝未给我回应 I tried to pray that night. God didn't answer me.
却有他人答复了 But another did.
快了 孩子 Soon, child.
我们一定会玩得愉快 What games we will have.
你从未像那个周末般开心 You were never happier than that weekend.
次日一早你就将为人妇 On the following morning you would be married.
在成为查尔斯·布兰森太太之前 One more night as Miss Mina Murray
做米娜·穆雷小姐的最后一夜 before you became Mrs. Charles Branson.
你似乎并不在意这种损失 You didn't seem to mind this loss of self.
也许倒是我在替你介怀 Perhaps I minded it for you.
被你逮到了 You've found me out.
自由生活的最后一夜啊 Last night of freedom, eh?
想看些有意思的吗 Would you like to see something interesting?
不是吧 No.
我家米娜做的 My Mina?
你家米娜做的 Your Mina.
不过你要知道她只做温顺的动物 Although you'll be relieved to know
该会宽慰一点吧 she only worked with the most pacific of animals.
这是她的松鼠 This is her squirrel.
哪些是你的 Which are yours?
那些不温顺的 Not the docile ones.
意料之中 That doesn't surprise me.
我一直觉得 要给标本起名才会有生气 I've always felt you have to name a thing before it comes to life,
就像咒语一样 like a witch's spell.
他叫爱丽儿 His name is Ariel.
最具挑战的地方是眼睛 The most challenging bit is the eyes.
自然 是玻璃做的 They're glass, of course,
所以生来就是空洞呆滞的 so by nature are dead and dull.
但我英勇的捕食者怎能如此 But that wouldn't do for my great predator.
于是我在玻璃眼珠后放了镜子 双眼就会闪亮了 So I put mirrors behind the glass eyes, so they would spark.
看见了吗 You see?
就好像活着一样 It's like they're alive.
的确就是 They are.
如果可以 我会在全世界之后都装上镜子 I would put mirrors behind the entire world if I could.
温妮莎 Vanessa!
温妮莎 回来 Vanessa, come back!
-太丢人了 不许去 -我怎么能不去 - This is obscene! You mustn't! - How can I not?
你毫无羞耻之心吗 Have you no shame?
立马上楼去 Get upstairs this instant!
你还敢跟我谈羞耻之心 How dare you speak to me of shame?
你自己上楼去向我父亲赔罪吧 Get upstairs yourself and make amends to my father.
我必须要见她 I have to see her.
为了什么 To do what?
弥补这一切 Make this right.
我一直觉得我四处探险会毁掉我的家庭 I always thought my traveling would kill my family.
长时间在外 Being away so long.
我的疏忽... My thoughtlessness...
我真没想到会是一个残忍的小姑娘 I never imagined it would be a cruel little girl.
我的病来得骤然 When the illness came, it was absolute.
我几乎全无意识 I was aware of almost nothing.
医生也不知道如何解释 The doctors were at a loss to explain it.
因为它根本就无法解释 Because, you see, it was inexplicable.
谢谢 谢谢 Thank you. Thank you.
我稳住她了 I... I have her. I have her.
你得吃东西 You must eat.
他们不再认为你患了癫痫 They don't think it's epilepsy anymore.
我告诉过你了吗 Did I tell you that?
金斯顿医生茫然无解 Dr. Kingston doesn't know what to think.
可笑的小男人 Ridiculous little man.
他们担心... They fear...
他们担心可能是你的大脑 They fear that, perhaps, it's your brain...
脑子里面的问题 Something inside you.
另外 What else...
另外 米娜走了 What else? Um, Mina's gone.
她不愿意待在这儿 She didn't want to stay here.
我们不该说起米娜吗 Should we not talk of Mina?
我不知道 I don't know.
我们不和穆雷家的人说话 反之亦然 We don't talk to the Murrays, or they to us.
我试着去他们家 I tried going over there.
但他们不欢迎我 I was not welcome.
马尔 马尔科姆爵士 Sir Mal... Sir Malcolm...
大家都搞不清楚你得了什么病 宝贝 They don't know what's wrong with you, darling.
癫痫 The seizures...
突然发作起来真可怕 The seizures are so terrible.
我们要去咨询伦敦的一位专科医生 We shall be consulting a specialist in London.
你一直都很喜欢伦敦 You always liked London.
或许换个环境... So, perhaps the change...
我们在斯特兰德大街订了房间 We've booked rooms at the Strand.
那儿... There's a...
那附近有家诊所 There's a clinic nearby that are well known
以治疗女性失调而闻名 for treating women's disorders.
精神病院 An asylum.
我没有疯 母亲 I am not mad, Mother.
我没有抑郁 I am not unhappy.
你应该任我自生自灭 You should let me die.
温妮莎 Vanessa,
你能听懂我说的话吗 do you understand what I've said?
您最好先出去一会儿 艾芙斯夫人 I think it best if you stepped outside, Mrs. Ives.
我留在这里 I'll stay.
我要和您丈夫坦诚地谈一谈 I must speak frankly to your husband.
我想留在这里 I'd like to stay.
我对这种紧张症有所了解 This form of catatonia is not unknown to me.
这些不同寻常体力消耗的临床表现是由于... The unusual physical exertions are manifestations of...
不是体力消耗 They were not exertions.
她受到了折磨 She was being tormented.
我遇到过癫痫症发作 I have seen epileptic seizures
导致骨折的病例 艾芙斯夫人 that have broken bones, Mrs. Ives.
这并非不可能 只是罕见 None of this impossible, just rare.
性心理性质的癔症是可以治疗的 Hysteria of a psychosexual nature can be treated.
治疗方法包括麻醉法 The treatments involve narcotics
和逐渐加大强度的水疗法 and escalating hydrotherapy.
冷水能降低大脑的血液循环 Cold water reduces circulation to the brain,
从而减少新陈代谢和肌动活动 thereby reducing the metabolism and motor activity.
神经兴奋与精神创伤的发作频率将会降低 The agitation and mental trauma will slow
然后停止 and then cease.
这疗法证实有效 艾芙斯夫人 您大可放心 I've seen it work, Mr. Ives, you can have no doubt.
要是没有疗效呢 And what if it doesn't work?
如果病情没有改善 If we see no improvement,
我们还可以选择外科手术 there are surgical options open to us.
好的 Yes.
那就动手术吧 Let's do that.
艾芙斯夫妇 请立即离开房间 Mr. And Mrs. Ives, please leave the room immediately.
很高兴听到你开口说话 温妮莎 It is very good to hear your voice, Vanessa.
我是克里斯多夫·班宁医生 我想帮你 I'm Dr. Christopher Banning and I hope to help you.
你的父母... Your parents have...
我想出去 I want to be out there.
你会的 You will be.
我们有一座漂亮的花园... We have a lovely garden that...
我更喜欢大海 I prefer the ocean.
你见过人溺死吗 Have you seen someone who's drowned?
我见过 I have.
不是狗 不是猫 Not a dog or a cat.
猫猫狗狗不值一提 Not enough soul in a dog or a cat.
我说的是人 I mean a man.
一百个人 A hundred men.
那是一艘奴隶船 A slave ship.
没错 这是最重要的 Yes. More than anything.
直接沉了下去 上面的人还都被链子锁着 Pulled right down, with the men still chained.
饱受折磨的人们又再经历更惨痛的折磨 Souls in torment who now find themselves in greater torment.
你见过吗 克里斯多夫·马修·班宁医生 Have you seen that, Dr. Christopher Matthew Banning?
温妮莎 你现在最好坐下 Vanessa, it's very important to me that you sit down now.
谁是温妮莎 Who's Vanessa?
艾芙斯夫人 我能进来吗 Mrs. Ives, may I step in?
当然 Of course.
艾芙斯先生 Mr. Ives.
彼得 Peter.
我是来道别的 I've come to say goodbye.
我要和父亲一起去非洲了 I'm, um, off to Africa with my father.
-我能见她吗 -我觉得... - May I see her? - I...
-可以 -还是不要... - Yes. - Don't think...
留在这儿 Stay here.
你 You...
你不要被吓到 You mustn't be shocked.
她变了很多 She's much changed.
温 Van...
温 Oh, Van...
她会死吗 Will she die?
如果上帝保佑的话 If there is a God.
她一直都这样吗 Is she always like this?
不是 No.
时常会发病 There are episodes of activity.
我能在她身边坐一会儿吗 May I sit with her?
可以 当然 Yes. Of course.
她还认识我吗 Does she know me?
不知道 We don't know.
但是和她聊聊吧 应该会有帮助的 But talk to her, it's meant to help.
你好 温 Hello, Van.
我是彼得 It's Peter.
恐怕你得再靠近点 Closer, I'm afraid.
我是彼得 It's Peter.
我要去非洲了 I'm off to Africa.
你能相信吗 Can you believe it?
终于要踏上我跟你说过的探险之旅了 Finally having that adventure we talked about.
我很激动 Very excited.
我昨天路过那片海滩 I walked by the shore yesterday
就是以前我们常去游泳的 where we used to swim.
你那时候应该亲我的 You should have kissed me.
你现在能亲我吗 Will you kiss me now?
你会死在那儿的 You're going to die there.
彼得 Peter.
旅行一路平安 Good luck on your trip.
还有 谢谢你能来 And thank you for coming.
应该的 Of course.
彼得 Peter,
她跟你说了什么 what did she say to you?
我没听清 I couldn't make her out.
你知道济慈吗 Do you know Keats?
我指的是那个诗人 济慈 The poet, I mean, Keats, the poet.
我说不了话 I can't speak.
我太虚弱了 I'm too weak.
不 你并不虚弱 No, you're not.
你不在这里 You are not here.
可我不就在吗 And yet...
你是谁 Who are you?
你不是马尔科姆爵士 You are not Sir Malcolm.
你得给东西起名来让其焕发生气 对吧 You have to name a thing to make it live, don't you?
我也该给你起个名字吗 And shall I name you?
如果你要我活着的话 Only if you want me to live.
毒蛇 Serpent.
你指的是这个吗 Is that what you mean?
巫师 骗子 黑暗王子 深渊魔鬼 Enchanter, Deceiver, Prince of Darkness, Devil of the Pit?
你就这样侮辱你的老朋友吗 Have you such contempt for your old friend?
济慈的诗 So, the Keats...
《夜莺颂》的四句话 Four lines from Ode to a Nightingale
总能引起我的共鸣 have always struck a chord with me.
济慈就是写那几句时死的 Keats was dying when he wrote them,
而且他知道他将不久于人世 and he knew he was dying,
反倒让这首诗更加尖刻 你不觉得吗 which adds to the piquancy, don't you think?
你想听听吗 Would you like to hear them?
我还有选择吗 Do I have a choice?
温妮莎 别这样 Vanessa, please.
你永远都有选择的 You've always had a choice.
是你允许这一切发生的 You allowed all this to happen.
根本就是你发现并利用了它 Hell, you sought it out and fucked it.
你随时都可以关上那扇门 You could have shut the door at any time.
你现在依然可以 You still can.
就现在 你愿意吗 Right now. Will you?
是的 Yes.
放弃所有我们本可以共同拥有的东西 And give up everything we could have together?
人类美德和罪恶的真相 The true knowledge of man's virtue, as well as his sin.
力量 The power.
这个世界之外的风景 The sight beyond this world.
我不想要这个世界之外的任何东西 I want nothing beyond this world.
别对我撒谎 Don't lie to me.
你总是被深海 被黑暗低语 You've always been drawn to the deep ocean,
被玻璃假眼背后的 to the dark whisper,
镜子所吸引 a mirror behind the glass eyes.
尽情活着 To life at its fullest.
现在你还要关上那扇门吗 Will you close that door now?
济慈 So, the Keats.
济慈写的那些文字 The lines from Keats.
是的 Yes.
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"我在黑暗里倾听多少次 "Darkling, I listen and, for many a time I
"我几乎爱上了静谧的死亡 "have been half in love with easeful Death,
"我用深思的诗韵唤他的名字 "Call'd him soft names in many a mused rhyme
"求他把我的一息散入空茫" "To take into the air my quiet breath."
那是黑暗的声音 So the darkness spoke.
是的 Yes.
但是你听到了 But you listened.
愿克莱尔·艾芙斯 May the soul of Claire Ives
及所有虔诚的魂灵 and the souls of all the faithful
依赖主的恩惠 departed through the mercy of God
得以安息 rest in peace.
-阿门 -阿门 - Amen. - Amen.
姐妹 Sister.
我不怪你 I do not blame you.
任何罪孽 Whatever sin,
在你遭受这般痛苦后都已被宽恕 it has been forgiven in your suffering.
你遭了太多罪 So much suffering.
这比我应遭受的还要多 It is more than I deserve,
但是我仍然不能原谅我自己 but I can't forgive myself.
有太多话要说 There's so much to say.
别说了 Or so little.
我结婚了 I'm married now.
你能想象吗 Can you imagine that?
他是个律师 He's a lawyer,
在艾塞克斯为霍金斯先生工作 in the employ of Mr. Hawkins of Essex.
他没有英勇的布兰森上尉 He doesn't have a mustache
那样的胡子 like my gallant Captain Branson,
但是哈克先生是个好人 他很爱我 but Mr. Harker's a good man and he loves me.
我为你高兴 I'm happy for you.
我们可怜的彼得 And our poor Peter.
我很遗憾 I'm so sorry.
你那天在迷宫里就该追上他 If only you had run after him that day in the maze,
紧紧抱住他 让他不要去 and held him tight, and told him not to go
告诉他你爱他 爱他的脆弱 and that you loved him for his weakness.
你怎么会知道这件事 How do you know about that?
我现在知道很多事 温妮莎 I know about many things now, Vanessa.
主人教了我很多 The master has taught me much.
没人该知道的事 Things no one should ever know.
救我 Help me.
从他手里救出我 Save me from him.
求你了 Please.
米娜需要我们的帮助 Mina needs our help.
能让我进屋吗 Will you let me in?
就这样吗 And there's nothing more?
是的 No.
你还能再联系到她吗 You believe you can reach out to her again?
是她来找我的 Or she to me.
我知道你不信 I know you do not credit it.
你对我一无所知 You know nothing of me.
你知道我杀过多少人吗 Do you know how many men I've killed?
在非洲 我们在血泊中行走 In Africa we walked in blood every step.
曾几何时 我很想杀了你 There was a time I would gladly have killed you.
也许将来我还会想这么做 There may come a time when I gladly shall.
但现在 你对我有用 But for now, I can make use of you.
-就这样 -你还想要什么 - And no more? - What else?
宽恕吗 Forgiveness?
去你的罗马天主教堂找吧 我这儿不会有 Go to your Roman church for that, you'll find none here.
你有没有一刻想过 Have you imagined for one moment
我的感受 what this has been for me?
这辈子都要背负一个不可原谅的过错 An unforgivable transgression that has marked me for life.
你自认为痛苦过 You think you've suffered.
你自认为见过鲜血 You think you know blood.
你自认为踏着尸体前行过 You think you've walked on corpses.
走过千里 但我却走过更远 Spread them from here to the horizon and I have walked further!
你这个软弱 愚蠢 贪婪 自负的男人 You weak, foul, lustful, vainglorious man.
你凭什么跟我谈及死亡 How dare you presume to speak to me of death?
那就一起探讨 Then we shall speak of it together.
好 Yes.
我们会找到米娜的 We will follow it to Mina.
是 Yes.
然后呢 And then?
就没你的事了 You will be done.
而我会继续前行 I will walk on.
我会让辛博尼准备一间房 I'll have Sembene prepare a room.
现在这里就是你的家了 This is your home now.
我不奢求你的宽恕 There is no exculpation I expect of you.
我的罪行我会自行背负一生 My guilt is my own and that I carry with me.
这是我的现在和未来 It is my present and my future.
我活到现在已经饱受其折磨 It has damned me well beyond this short life of mine.
但在你安全之前我都不会歇息 But I will not rest until you are safe.
我的生命只有这一个目标 There is no other purpose in my life.
我永远爱你 I shall love you always.
你亲爱的朋友 温妮莎 Your dearest friend, Vanessa.
乔纳森·哈克太太
还有 Postscript.
你父亲非常爱你 Your father loves you very much
愿意不惜一切去救你 and would do anything to save you.
但我对你的爱与他不同 But I love you in a different way.
我对你的爱是那么深 I love you enough
足够害死你 to kill you.