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你不配做主的信徒 God isn't for you Lenny.
只有那些摒弃了自由的人才配信奉主 God is for men who have no use for freedom.
你对堕胎的看法是错的 You're wrong about abortion.
你在散播着一种你自己都无法理解的痛苦 You're spreading a sorrow you don't even understand.
这是人类所能做出的最恶劣的事 And that's the worst thing a human being can do.
你犯下了 You've made the kind of
你应该尽全力去避免的错误 mistake that should be avoided at all costs
散播一些本身正确的信念 introducing concepts that taken by themselves are true,
但连在一起 but which, when locked together,
就会构成一个过于严苛的道德约束体系 constitute a system that's overly rigid.
在堕胎问题上 只有严苛约束这一条路可走 When it comes to abortion, rigidity is the only option:
这无可争辩 there's no getting around it.
堕胎是在犯罪 It's a crime,
在《出埃及记》第21章 第22至第25节 forbidden and punished in
在出《圣经·旧约》中的一卷经文
明文指出要被禁止并惩处 the book of Exodus Chapter 21, verses 22-25,
你知道的 you know that.
第22节 当男人间发生了争斗 伤害了怀孕的妇人, 22，"When men have a fight and injured a pregnant woman **
以致流产 但没有别的损害 and she suffers a miscarriage, but no further injury,
那罪人就要按妇人丈夫 the guilty one shall be fined
所提要求的和法官所裁决的 as much as the woman's husband demands and he shall pay
进行赔偿 in the presence of the judges".
第23节 但若造成了其他损伤 罪人就要以命偿命 23，"But if injury ensues, you shall pay life for life, **
第24节 以眼还眼 以牙还牙 以手还手 以脚还脚 24, "Eye for eye, tooth for tooth, hand for hand, foot for foot."
第25节 以烙还烙 以伤还伤 以打还打 25 "Burn for burn, wound for wound, stripe for stripe."
教会一直都在坚守这一传统教条 The Church has always maintain this tradition and
只有现代松弛的道德观念才希望把这些罪恶美化成人权 it is only modern laxity that wishes to turn sins into rights:
并不是为了鼓动他们 not to encourage them,
实际上是没人支持堕胎的 no one is actually in favor of abortion,
他们是为了动摇权威的定律 but to undermine the principle of authority.
得了吧 莱尼 Oh, come on Lenny,
你是知道的 对这些诗节的理解可不能局限于字面含义 you know these verses are a little more complicated than that:
当事人是要在使受害人流产的案件中支付赔款 yes the litigant pays damages in case of an abortion
或在妇人因流产而殒命 or suffers death if the
的情况下而以命抵命 woman dies in the course of losing the baby,
但这并不是经文的真正要义 but that's not what it is about,
它真正想表达的是怜惜 同情 this is about compassion, empathy.
布维尔 Bouvier?
你真的要用 Are you seriously going
布维尔的无稽之谈跟我浪费时间吗 to waste my time with the Bouvier's nonsense?
后革命时代的法国 Post-revolutionary France?
还是圣阿尔芬斯的一派胡言 Or the bullshit of St. Alphonsus?
那并不是胡说 莱尼 It isn't bullshit, Lenny:
堕胎行为这样一个严重的道德失范 that abortion is a "Grave moral disorder"
是没法来公开争辩的 is not open for debate.
这是圣若望·保禄二世的原话 而且严重的 道德 失范 That's what St. John Paul II said, and those three words, grave,
这三个词是要以教宗无谬论为依据来看 moral and disorder are based on papal infallibility.
教宗说话代表耶稣及其门徒不能说错话之意
并且 在1591年 教宗格雷戈里十四世 And yet, in 1591, Pope Gregory XIV,
以宗座训喻 with the Sedes Apostolica bull
规定了将堕掉已经拥有了灵魂的胎儿的人逐出教会 restricted excommunication to the abortion of an ensouled fetus,
并引入了一种区分方式 introducing a distinction
用以反对将不同的情况混为一谈 that argues against lumping together differing situations.
我已厌倦了这些区分 I'm sick and tired of distinctions.
即便是圣·托马斯·阿奎那也会厌倦 Even for St. Thomas Aquinas,
直到十九世纪中叶 and right up until the middle of the nineteenth century,
只有对已经拥有灵魂的胎儿进行流产 abortion was set to take
才会被认定是堕胎行为 place only after the ensoulment of the fetus,
这是指在怀孕的第三个月之后进行的堕胎 and that occurs in the third month of pregnancy.
科学是来自主的礼物 Science is the gift of God
而主教导我们 排卵是自发行为 and God taught us that ovulation is spontaneous.
你可以问一个女人 Ask a woman about that:
在那个人们还相信只有这两种授精方式的时候 back when it was still believed that there were two kinds
男性精子的授精 of insemination, male insemination involving sperm,
和女性卵子的授精 female insemination involving eggs,
剥夺女性在受精过程中的快感是一种罪过 it was considered a sin not to give a woman pleasure:
但后来 当排卵的自发性被发现的时候 but then, when it was discovered that ovulation was spontaneous,
孕育的条件只是数以十亿的女性性高潮 the cost was several billion female orgasms.
精神分析学家可富裕起来了 But it made the psychoanalysts rich.
我们就这样与一个 The one profession that
不需要工作就能挣得盆满钵满的行业 involves no work and a great deal of money
失之交臂了 that we let slip through our fingers.
莱尼 我恳请你 I implore you Lenny,
重新考虑你在堕胎问题上的态度 reconsider your position on abortion.
原则上强硬 实践中却要让步 Tough in principle, soft in practice.
堕胎是对生命的扼杀 Abortion is saying no to life.
谁在乎呢 Who gives a damn about life?
生命不是 Life is not ,some stupid
一个虚无缥缈的平台上的的一点愚蠢的点缀 centerpiece on the side table of nothingness.
生命的存在注定着要被人所用 Life is meant to be used,
发挥出最大的价值 去爱和被爱 and to be used well, to love and be loved.
我来提醒你圣阿尔芬斯在堕胎问题上所讲的话 And let me remind you what St. Alphonsus said about abortion:
堕胎这件事 只有女人是无罪的 in an abortion everyone is guilty, except for the woman.
但如果这句话不只局限于堕胎呢 And what if that wasn't only true of abortion?
如果在和生命挂钩的这些事上 What if in the things of life, everyone is guilty,
只有女人是无罪的呢 except for the woman?
你是在指你母亲吗 Are you talking about your mother?
不然还有谁 Who else would I be talking about?
我今天都要做些什么 What is happening to me today?
十点会见茶党新任主席罗伯特·李 At ten o'clock, Robert Lee, the new chairman of the Tea Party.
11点15分 简短的面见斯坦福大学的校长 11：15, a brief meeting with the chancellor of Stanford University;.
下午一点 同州长共进午餐 At one o'clock, lunch with the governor
规划调整晚上的活动计划 to fine-tune plans for the evening's events.
你多久没见过你父亲了 How long has it been since you've seen your father?
他不再是我的父亲了 他只是我的州长 He's no longer my father, he's only my governor.
你不想念他吗 Don't you miss him?
我们互不想念 He doesn't miss me, I don't miss him.
我想念所有人 I miss everyone.
但是我对一人的想念超过了所有人 But more than anyone else, the person I miss is
杰克·瓦尔泽先生 Mr. Jack Walser,
他是我们公寓的楼管员 he was the superintendent of the building where we lived,
在上帝召唤我之前 before the Lord called me to Him.
他把租户分成两大类 He had divided the tenants into two categories,
本地人和游牧者 the "Natives" And the "Nomads".
有一天 杰克在早上十点钟按下门铃 One day, Jack rang our door bell at ten in the morning,
确信露西和我一定会在学校 confident that Lucy and I would be at school,
但是那天我们发烧卧病在床 but that day we were in bed sick with a fever,
很高兴地在家里安全的呆着 happy to be safe at home.
通过卧室的门缝 Through the bedroom door
我看见我妈妈递给他一杯咖啡 I saw my mother offer him a cup of coffee,
杰克站着喝完了那杯咖啡 which Jack drank it standing up,
因为他不想自己湿透了的衣服 because he didn't want to get the chair wet
弄湿了椅子 with his rain-drenched clothes.
毫无疑问 不好的事情发生了 No doubt, there was something bad
他过来传达一些非常重要的事情 he'd come to say, something important.
就在那时 瓦尔泽先生告诉我妈妈那些房东们 And then, Mr. Walser announced to my mother that the landlords
因为关爱住户 已经决定 had decided to implement a substantial rent hike with...
大幅实施租金上调政策 with a caress.
对啊 Yeah...
根本不存在什么关心 With a caress that never really happened
但是他还是接近我们 but that still come close to
轻抚我妈妈土褐色的头发 我的头发 brashing against my mother's drab hair, to my hair,
露西的头发以及我父亲的头发 to Lucy's and the hair of our father lying in a hotel
他躺在这个城市某处的某个旅馆 搂着他的情人 somewhere in the city with his lover in his arms.
听着雨声 Listening to the rain...
就像我们从前那样 the way we were.
我们这些游牧者就在那晚搬出了公寓 We "Nomads" Moved out the apartment at night,
这样我们就不会被本地人看见 so we wouldn't being seen by, by the "Natives",
但是在楼梯的底下瓦尔泽先生在等着我们 but at the bottom of the stairs Mr. Walser was waiting,
和我们一一握手 and he shook our hands, one by one,
而且他说了些我这辈子都不明白的话 and he said something to me that I've never understood,
这就是为什么我至今还记得的原因 which is why I still remember it.
他告诉我 永远要在火车最后那排留有一个座位 He said to me "Always get a seat in the back of the train,
因为那样更保险 because it's the safer".
为什么我们的西班牙迫害者不回家去找他的教宗 Why does our Spanish persecutor not go home to his Pope?
我没法说 I couldn't say.
他在这里做些什么 What does he doing here?
他行走 他饮酒 他睡觉 他饮酒 他行走 他又喝酒 He walks, he drinks, he sleeps, he drinks, he walks, he drinks.
啊 他在与死神做斗争 Ah, he's battling against death,
当然这种是在我们曾鼓起勇气战斗的 which is the least interesting of any of the battles
最无聊的一种较量 we have ever summoned to fight.
太晚了 It's too late.
什么太晚了 It's too late for what?
所有的一切 主教大人 For everything, Your Eminence.
你好 皮特 你有时间吗 Hello, Pete, have you five minutes for me?
当然 古铁雷斯神父 Sure, Father Gutierrez.
我正在想你现在有没有好好考虑过那件事 I was just wondering if you had a chance to think it over.
是的 我仔细的想过了 Yeah, I've thought it over.
但是我决定不去起诉大主教科特威尔了 And I decided I'm not gonna press charges against Archbishop Kurtwell.
为什么 为什么不呢 Why, why not?
其他人都没有起诉他 None of the others filed charges,
但是至少他们都拿到了可观的补偿 but at least they got plenty of cash.
-你连那些都没拿到 -你曾问过自己 -You didn't even get that. -And have you ever asked yourself
为什么他们能拿到那个钱而我却没有吗 why they took the money and I didn't?
不 我没有 你为什么不呢 No, I haven't. Why didn't you?
因为我有自尊 Because I have my dignity.
好吧 Fine.
所以如果你是如此的有自尊的话 So if you have so much dignity,
就起诉那个人 file charges against that man.
那个人就是恶魔的化身 That man is evil incarnate.
为什么要哭 皮特 你知道我是对的 Why are you crying, now? Pete, you know I'm right.
伯纳多 Bernardo.
我可以叫你伯纳多吗 Can I call you Bernardo?
是的 当然可以 Yes, of course you can.
忘掉我吧 Forget about me.
嗨 弗雷迪 Hi, Freddy.
早上好 伯纳多 Ciao, Bernardo.
最近训练的怎么样 How is training coming along?
已经越来越强了 I've been gradually intensifying.
那就好 Nice.
你考虑过我的提议了吗 Did you think over my proposal?
什么提议 What proposal?
你这是什么意思 什么提议 What do you mean, what proposal?
你帮我铲除科特威尔的那个主意 The idea of you giving me a hand in nailing Kurtwell.
-那个可恶的寄生虫每次看见你都对你垂涎三尺 -不是我 -That worm just drools when he sees you. -Not me.
我看见你的时候会流口水 I drool when I see you, Bernardo.
你所需要做的一切就是和他幽会一夜 All you'd have to do is go out with him one night.
你可以在事情失控前及时停止 You could just stop before things went too far,
并且于此同时我会找到一个隐蔽的地方偷拍 and in the meantime I'd find a hiding place and take pictures.
弗雷迪 弗雷迪 你是我最后的希望了 Freddy, Freddy, you're my last hope.
伯纳多 你的这个计划成功以后你可以远走高飞 Bernardo, you are gonna leave here when you're done.
但是我下半辈子还要在这里生活的 你明白吗 But I have to spend the rest of my life here, do you understand?
我惹不起像科特威尔那样的人 I can't afford to cross a man like Kurtwell.
他是整个皇后区最有权势的人之一 He's one of the most powerful men in Queens.
你能理解的 对吧 You can understand that, right?
不要因此怨恨我 伯纳多 Don't resent me for it, Bernardo.
我从未怨恨过任何人 I never resent anyone.
这是我最主要的问题 That's my main problem.
你好啊 弗雷迪 Hello, Freddy.
你想要什么 弗雷迪 What do you want, Freddy?
就告诉我你想要什么我都会给你 Just tell me what you want and you'll have it.
我想成为一名伟大的网球运动员并赢得大满贯 I want to become a great tennis player and win the Grand Slam.
好 你会的 Fine, then you'll have it.
离开这 混蛋 Get out of here, asshole.
但是 But...
他们告诉我一个截止日期 They've told me the date.
是在下周 It's for next week.
那只是一年之中的一天 罗斯 一个平常的日子 It's just one day of the year, Rose, an ordinary date.
他们要把我赶出去 伯纳多 They're going to empty me out, Bernardo.
他们给我60%死亡的概率 40%活下去的概率 They've given me a 60% chance of dying, 40% chance of living.
如果我拒绝 And if I refuse,
我甚至都不会知道自己还能活多久 I can't even begin to guess my life expectancy.
但我不会拒绝 But I'm not gonna refuse,
因为我需要重新开始经营这个旅馆 because I need to start running in this hotel again
而且我不能持续从这儿开始持续做 and I can't keep doing it from here,
通过六个严肃的安保人员 through six silent security monitors.
你回去了之后生活平静一点难道不是很好吗 Isn't it nice to live silent and flat on your back?
不 那很糟糕 No, it's horrible.
我们都拥有重新开始的权利 伯纳多 We all deserve the right to start over, Bernardo.
但你知道有趣的是什么吗 But you know what the funny thing is?
是什么 What is it?
我将怎样离开这个地方 How I'll leave this place.
你将怎样离开 How will you leave?
从那儿 Through there.
他们准备拆毁那面墙 They're going to tear down the wall,
弄出一个巨大的窗口 turn it all into one giantic window,
然后我将会出去 在空中悬挂着 被起重机吊起 and out I'll go, dangling in midair, lifted by a crane.
那将会是一个壮观的景象 It'll be a spectacular sight.
我会很难为情的 I'll be so ashamed.
我现在得走了 I have to go now.
我要去给教宗写信了 I'm going to write to the Pope.
你这么说的时候 听起来一点都不像真的 It sounds so surreal, when you put it that way.
我想把这些整理在一篇新闻稿里 I'd like to put together a press release
明确地否认你和Kurtwell之间 categorically denying the rumors about murky relations
阴暗关系的谣言 between you and Kurtwell.
这篇新闻稿会信息有力的指出 A press release that states loud and clear:
教宗是勒索证明 this Pope is blackmail proof.
假如 如你所说 教宗是勒索的证据 If, as you say, this Pope is blackmail proof,
那就没必要再特意说明 then there's no need to say so.
这就是关键 圣父 That's the point, Holy Father.
在严格保密的基础上 我必须亲自了解 On a strictly confidential basis, I need to know myself:
Kurtwell可能通过什么方式勒索你吗 can Kurtwell blackmail you in any way?
Lenny Lenny...
你以为你是铰链 you think you're the hinge.
但是你是那扇门 But you're the door.
圣母玛利亚 天主之母 ...ventris tuis. Sancta Maria, Mater Dei...
我爱你们 I love you all!
Esther peter 和little Pius 去哪儿了呢 Where have Esther, Peter and little Pius gone?
去奥斯蒂亚了 To Ostia.
他们住在一个靠近海滩的房子里 They're living in a house by the beach.
peter现在是一个私人保安 Peter is a private security guard now.
他们在这开心吗 Weren't they happy here?
圣父 Holy Father...
生活在梵蒂冈对于年轻人来说并不是特别有趣 life in the Vatican is not much fun for young people.
圣父？ Holy Father?
怎么了 Yes.
每一个在这的人都说你是一个圣徒 Everyone here says that you are a saint.
诽谤 Calumny!
给我看看你住的地方吧 Show me where you live.
只要你想 随时可以回家 When you want to, you can come home.
但我还没有解决Kurtwell的事 But I haven't accomplished anything with Kurtwell.
没关系 回来吧 Doesn't matter. Come home.
我会等着你 I'll be waiting.
大主教 你的教区正在开展许多项目 Archbishop, your diocese is currently undertaken
振兴邻里 numerous projects and revitalize the neighbourhood.
可以多给我们一些相关细节吗 Can you give us more details about that?
好的 我们在这个教区 Well, we have put a lot of money and time
投入了大量时间和金钱 over the years on this neighbourhood.
并且我认为 通过运动 and I think that through sports, well,
我们可以跟这个地区的年轻人更多接触 we'll be able to make contact with the youths on the area and,
帮助灌输给他们 and to help instill in them
一些符合基督徒生活的价值观 some of the values consistent with Christian life.
在你的教区支持的多项活动中 Among the many sports projects that your diocese supports,
许多都涉及了网球 many involved tennis.
-为什么网球这么特殊 -额 我 我爱打网球 -Why tennis specifically? -Oh well, I, I love tennis.
这是我一生的激情 It's been a lifelong passion of mine,
也许你不知道 但这个地区 and you probably didn't know but this area is very famous
已经以网球闻名很久了 for tennis for a long time,
而且在我看来 网球只是提供了一个 and I think that tennis just offers a chance
人类灵魂的卓越打开方式 for excellence instructions of a man soul.
网球的要素是专注 自我价值 The elements of tennis are concentration, self-worth,
还有很多因素才能促成一个优秀网球运动员 and a lot of things that go in to making a great tennis-player.
你知道这是一个教会的责任 And you know it's the responsibility of the Church
去帮助这些孩子们成长 to help these children to grow up.
你们大家拿去喝 这一杯就是我的血 Hic est enim calix sanguinis mei,
选自天主教弥撒 《感恩经》
新而永久的盟约之血 novi et aeterni testamenti mysterium Fidei.
将为你们和众人倾流 Qui pro vobis et pro multis effundetur
以赦免罪恶 in remissionem peccatorum.
你们要为纪念我 Haec quotiescumque feceritis,
而举行此事 in mei memoriam facietis.
是的 我很乐意 Yes, I'd like to.
好的 Ok.
你叫什么名字 What's your name?
David David.
David什么呢 David what?
只有David Just David.
你为什么跟着我 Why are you following me?
我通常只在周末去滑冰 I used to skate only on the weekends,
而且只和我家人一起 and only with my family.
然后有一天晚上我们在一起吃晚饭 Then one night we were having dinner
我的女儿 Kate and my daughter Kate,
当时只有12岁 who was twelve at the time,
她说这顿饭 says that that meal...
像在一个鲨鱼缸里吃的一样 was like being in a shark tank.
我和我妻子就这么变成了 鲨鱼缸 That's what my wife and I had become: a shark tank.
现在我一个人滑冰了 Now I skate alone,
就算是在周末 但是 even during the week, but...
也不复从前了 it's not the same anymore.
Tanistone 是我的姓 Tanistone is my last name.
也是我目前的姓 And it was my mother's last name too.
你为什么跟着我 Why are you following me?
你还没有发现吗 Haven't you discovered yet?
你就是我和我所有问题之间缺少的一环 You're the missing link
也是这一切的源头 between me and the source of all my problems.
发生了什么？ What's going on?
你和圣父为什么这么意志坚决地要击垮我 Why are you and the Holy Father so determined to get me?
因为这么多年以来你一直 Because for years you were so determined
迫害那些无辜的孩子 to get all those innocent children.
这是无耻的诽谤 That is infamous slander
明天一早我就能为此将你告上法庭 and I could bring you up on charges tomorrow morning.
你根本就没有凿实的证据 You don't have any solid evidence against me.
你们想要什么 What else do you want?
庇护十三世到底想从我这得到什么 What does Pius XIII want from me?
圣父想从你嘴里 The Holy Father wants from
知道事情的真相 you a statement that resembles the truth.
事实是我很了解莱尼 贝尔纳多 The truth is I know Lenny Belardo very well.
我们曾在纽约共政多年 We shared power in New York for years.
而他一直嫉妒我 And the truth is he has always envied me.
他嫉妒我与生俱来的能力 这也是他所不具备的 He envies me my charisma, because he lacked that quality.
这才是事情唯一的真相 That is the one and only statement that resembles the truth.
请 请理智一点 Be, be reasonable, please.
教宗没有理由嫉妒一个 The Pope has no reason to envy a sick old priest
背负着严重罪名的生病的老神父 who's devastated by very grave accusations.
你的观点根本不成立 Your thesis doesn't hold together.
恕我直言 Let me reveal something to you,
古铁雷斯神父 你并不重要 Father Gutierrez: you don't matter.
一点儿也不 Not at all.
你可以在皇后区一直呆到我死的那天 You can stay in Queens until the day I die,
可是那也不会改变什么 but it won't change a thing.
没有我 教宗不可能厘清真相 The Pope can't get to the bottom of things with me
他自己非常清楚 and he knows it perfectly well.
因为这样只会是一片混乱 Because it would mean the pure pandemonium.
我同情你 古铁雷斯 I pity you, Gutierrez,
你只是教宗自编自导自演的一幕 because you're just a bit player
戏剧中的一颗廉价的棋子 in a cheap piece of amateur theatricals organized by your Pope.
戴维... David...
科特威尔是你的父亲吗？ ...is Kurtwell your father?
你还记得今天晚上那个溜冰的女孩吗？ Do you remember that girl that was skating, this evening?
真是难忘的时刻 That was a moment.
全世界 只有你和我两个人看到了 Because only you and I saw it, out of the whole world.
我觉得我们之间的关系被拉近 I felt close to you.
我感受到了你和我相同的绝望 I sensed that your despair was the same as mine.
在那个时刻 我告诉自己 That was the moment I thought to myself:
我相信身边的这个人 I trust this man.
是的 我...我想 Yes, I, I thought,
他是个好人 here's a good man.
我也是个好人 And I'm a good man, too.
所以我会告诉这个好人他想知道的事情 So I'll tell that good man the things he wants to know.
是的 Yes,
科特威尔... Kurtwell...
是我的父亲 ...is my father.
但那不是重点 But that's not the point.
重点是我心中的恐惧 The point is the horror.
我不害怕死亡 I'm not afraid of dying,
但是因为一直受眩晕的困扰 but because I suffer from vertigo,
我怕自己 I'm afraid of being swung out of this place
从墙上那个洞悠出去 through that hole in the wall
被挂在半空中 and being dangled in mid-air.
别担心 Don't worry.
我会一直伴你左右 安慰你 I'll be there to comfort you.
我要回罗马了 Then I'll go back to Rome.
-你要回罗马 -对 -You're going back to Rome? -Yes.
这边的工作已经完成了 I'm done with my work here.
你现在是过来跟我告别的 You come say goodbye to me now.
但是我现在还不准备离开 But I'm not leaving yet.
不 不对 你就是来跟我告别的 No, no, you come say goodbye to me now.
伯纳多 呼吸 Breathe, Bernardo,
我快要死了 I'm the one who's going to die.
-罗斯 别 -伯纳多 -Rose, please... -Bernardo,
我们在呼吸同一片空气 we're breathing the same air.
你们都 All of you,
退下 leave now.
不 莱尼 你留下来 No, not you, Lenny.
告诉我 Tell it to me,
就这一次 just this one time.
让我死之前知道 我不是在徒劳地信仰上帝 Let me die knowing I didn't believe in God in vain.
告诉我 莱尼 Tell it to me, Lenny.
好吧 All right.
我们去拜访一下比利 Let's go say hello to Billy.
-我不要 我害怕-我们必须去 -I'd rather not. I'm scared. -But we must.
比利是你的朋友 Billy is a friend of yours.
他母亲快要死了 他需要你的安慰 His mother is dying and he needs the comfort you can give him.
感谢你们的到来 玛丽修女 Thanks for coming, Sister Mary.
比利 你的朋友们来了 Billy, your friends are here.
来 我给你看一样东西 Come, let me get you something.
玛丽修女 我可以先去看一下比利的母亲吗 Sister Mary, can I go see Billy's mother for a minute?
我想要为她祈祷 I'd like to pray beside her.
当然可以 Of course.
主啊 我必须跟你谈一谈比利的母亲 Lord, we must talk about Billy's mother now.
我们要谈一下 你和我 We must talk, You and I.
别人都听不见我们在说什么 And no one else can hear.
比利的母亲还活着 Billy's mother is still alive.
你的母亲也活着呢 Your mother is still alive too.
你会找到她的 And you'll find her.
现在 Now...
终于 at last...
我要走了 ...time to die.
让我回去 Bring me back.
您怎么来了 To what do I owe the honor of your presence?
我接到命令 让我把你带回梵蒂冈 I have orders to accompany you to the Vatican,
在那儿你会得到公正的审判 where you'll be given a fair trial.
明天下午我们会一起飞回罗马 We have a flight for Rome tomorrow afternoon.
那只是白白浪费时间 It'll only be a big waste of time.
对你我二人都是 For me and for you.
你和你的教宗根本没有任何实质性的证据 You don't have any solid evidence, you and your Pope.
什么都没有 None.
你们只有疯了一样的去夺取一个 Only the demented reaving of a lunatic
橙色头发的精神病来当你们的证人 who goes around with orange hair.
没有人会相信你们 No one will believe you.
谁也不会 No one.
我们不是只有那一个证人 We don't just have that testimony.
真的么 Really?
你觉得你还有什么 What else do you think you have?
这是科特威尔 This is Kurtwell...
你好 莱尼 Hello, Lenny.
即使你一直在那儿听着铃声响了一次又一次 Even though you let it ring and ring,
我也知道你在等我的电话 I know that you were waiting for my call.
你真的想让我到罗马接受审判 Do you really want me to come to Rome to be subjected to a trial
并且被判有罪么 and found guilty?
恐怕这很有必要 I'm afraid it's absolutely necessary.
那么在我到达罗马之后 Then one second after I land in Rome,
你就会看到我知道的关于你的所有的事情 you are gonna see all the things I have on you
都会出现在世界上的每一张报纸上 on all the newspapers of the world.
随你便 Go right ahead.
这个世界也许会喜欢这个 The world would probably like it.
这个世界总是准备好去爱 The world is always ready for love.
这里是科特威尔主教 现在方便吗 This is Archbishop Kurtwell. Is this a bad time?
那要看情况 That depends.
我有一些关于教宗的机密情报 I have some confidential information about the Pope.
还有证据 And I have proof.
坦率的说 它不仅仅只是信息 To be perfectly frank, it's more than information,
这些是正在滴答作响的定时炸弹 these are ticking time bombs.
既然如此 那现在就是个很不错的时间 In that case, this is a very good time,
特别是对记者来说 especially for a journalist.
主要关于什么的 What's the subject?
我不会在我的电话里讲 I'm not talking about it on the phone.
你明白我们现在谈论的这件事么 Do you see the kind of things we're talking about here?
教宗写给他的 Letters that our Pope wrote to his...
在加利福尼亚的多年的女朋友的信件 Californian girlfriend over the years.
我们拥有一位情感世界丰富多彩的教宗 We have a Pope with a very active emotional life.
你在哪儿找到这些的 Where did you find them?
我接任了贝尔纳多之前的职位 I took over a position that was previously held by Belardo.
也接管了他的办公桌 I took over his desk.
贝尔纳多犯了一个错误 Belardo made the error of
他在抽屉底下留下了这些信件 leaving these letters at the back of a drawer.
-这些信你全读过了 -只看了相关的 -Have you read them all? -Only the pertinent passages.
最情色的那些 The steamy ones.
那些信证明了贝尔拉多曾和一个女人在一起很多年 The ones that prove that Belardo has had a woman for years.
你本应该都仔细读一读的 You should have read them all, and with care.
在最后一封信里 他声明自己永远都不会将这些信件 In this last one, he states he'll never send these letters
发给那个女人 因为他已经和上帝结了婚 to that woman because he's married to God.
你有证据能够证明这些信寄出去过么 Do you have any evidence that they were mailed?
有找到任何有着盖销邮票的信封么 Any envelopes with canceled stamps?
没 没 我没有 No, no, I don't.
好吧 如果是这样 我亲爱的科特威尔主教 Well, in that case, my good Archbishop Kurtwell,
对我来说你的消息没有价值 you don't have any news for me.
没有炸弹 没有丑闻 No bomb. No scandal.
一堆从来没有寄出的情书根本算不上新闻 A stack of love letters that were never mailed isn't news.
严格意义上来说这就是一堆文字 It's strictly literature.
把东西打包好 叫司机 Pack the bags, call the chauffeur.
你已经没有车了 You no longer have a car.
我提出请求 将你的车没收 I put in a request to have it confiscated.
圣座国务卿接受了我的请求 The Cardinal Secretary of State accepted my request.
我们将乘坐火车去飞机场 We're going to take the train to the airport.
我有一个条件 On one condition.
什么条件 What condition?
我们要坐在火车的最后一节车厢里 That we sit in the last car on the train.
那是最安全的 It's the safest.
哪一个更美为美好 我的爱人 What is more beautiful, my love?
失去爱还是寻回爱 Love lost or love found?
别嘲笑我 我的爱人 Don't laugh at me, my love.
我知道 我很笨拙天真 I know it, I'm awkward and naive,
在爱情方面 when it comes to love,
我问出的问题直接来源于流行歌曲 and I ask questions straight out of a pop song.
这种怀疑压垮了我毁灭了我 我的爱人 This doubt overwhelms me and undermines me, my love.
-去寻找 -嗨 丹尼尔 -To find... -Hey, Daniel.
还是失去 ...or to lose?
我看起来怎么样 How I look?
在我身边 人们总是在向往着 All around me, people don't stop yearning.
他们是失去了还是找到了 Did they lose or did they find?
我不知道 I can't say.
一个孤儿无从知晓 An orphan has no way of knowing.
一个孤儿缺少了他的第一份爱 对他父母的爱 An orphan lacks a first love. The love for his mama and papa.
这就是为什么他会笨拙 会天真 That's the source of his awkwardness, his naiveté.
你在那个荒芜的加利福尼亚海滩 You said to me,
对我说 on that deserted beach in California,
你可以摸我的腿 "You can touch my legs."
不过我没有那么做 But I didn't do it.
那么 我的爱人 这就是失去爱 There, my love, is love lost.
这就是为什么我自此一直在疑惑 That's why I've never stopped wondering, since that day:
你去了哪里 where have you been?
你现在在哪儿 And where you are now?
还有你 我荒废青春里的闪烁微光 And you, shining gleam of my misspent youth,
你是失去了 还是寻得了 did you lose or did you find?
我不知道 I don't know.
我永远都不会知道 And I will never know.
我甚至记不住你的名字 我的爱人 I can't even remember your name, my love.
我也没有答案 And I don't have the answer.
不过就是我愿意想象的答案 But this is how I like to imagine it, the answer.
在最后 我的爱人 我们别无选择 In the end, my love, we have no choice.
我们必须去寻找 We have to find.
好了 可爱的小家伙们 All right love bugs.
妈妈要给你们表演一个 Mommy is gonna show you
你们从没有看过妈妈表演过的节目 something that you didn't know mommy can do.
好了 好了 准备好接住了么 Ok... ok, ready to catch?
好了 Here you go.