《末日巡逻队》前情提要 Previously on Doom Patrol...
他多久来看他们一次 How often does he come see them?
奈尔斯 不常来 Niles? Not very.
所以他是把他们抛弃了 So he just abandoned them?
像扔坏掉的玩具那样 Like broken toys?
他为什么送我来这里 Why would he send me here?
他为什么也想抛弃我呢 Why would he wanna abandon me too?
因为我觉得无名先生正希望 'Cause I think that's what Mr. Nobody really wants,
你们放弃寻找奈尔斯 is for you to give up.
所以把你们送到了这里 That's why he sent you here.
看看那些惹怒他的人的下场 See what happens to those who cross him.
钢骨没意识到他的声波炮胳膊正在充能 Cyborg didn't even realize he'd left his arm cannon charging.
永别了 维克多·斯通 Goodbye, Victor Stone.
开启了你的私人模式 ...enabled your privacy mode.
我不会再偷听了 I won't be listening in anymore.
过去的六十年 我觉得丽塔·法尔 For the last 60 years, I decided that Rita Farr
是个应该被惩罚的人 was someone who deserved to be punished.
丽塔·法尔空虚又丑陋 Rita Farr is empty and ugly.
我不想再做一个那样的人了 I don't wanna be those things anymore.
我看见我爱的每个人 都在燃烧 I see everyone I've ever loved. Burning.
你有试着把这些想法告诉魂魄吗 Have you ever tried communicating this to the spirit?
也许你该试试 Perhaps you should give it a try.
我只是觉得你应该 I just thought that you should
有个机会去了解自己的女儿 have the chance to get to know your daughter.
末日巡逻队
第一季 第七集
听着 我们都想找到首席 Look, we all wanna find the Chief.
想找到首席就得通过无名先生 To find the Chief we gotta go through Mr. Nobody.
我想我们都能同意 如果此时此刻 And I think we can all agree if we don't get our shit together
我们不振作起来 right here, right now,
无名先生就会操死我们 Mr. Nobody is gonna fuck us.
他会操死我们的脑子 He's gonna fuck us in our brains,
他会操死我们的心脏 he's gonna fuck us in our hearts,
他会操死我们的灵魂 he's gonna fuck us in our souls.
我不知道你们的灵魂有什么变态癖好 Now I don't know what kind of freaky shit your souls are into,
我也不是爱评判的人 and I'm not one to judge,
但我想保持我的灵魂不被操 but I wanna keep my soul un-fucked.
没话说 你们都没有任何问题 No? None of you have any issues?
你们心中都没有忍不住想说的话 Nothing it wouldn't help to get off your chest?
好吧 真他妈尴尬 Well, this is fucking awkward.
丽塔
就在这边 好了 你激动吗 It's right around here. Okay. Are you excited?
好莱坞 1930年
别乱说话 Oh, please be quiet.
别说话 Be quiet.
埃塞尔·辛格
该死的 弗兰基 我说过 Damn it, Frankie, I said
拍完这个没完没了的报道之前不见任何人 no visitors until we're done shooting this endless coverage.
是的 辛格女士 只是 Yes, Ms. Singer, it's just, um,
这位是库克县的选美冠军 this is the Cooke County pageant winner.
奖品是与你见面 Meeting you is the prize.
很高兴见到你们 Nice to meet you.
请叫我埃塞尔 Please call me Ethel.
我们太感激了 我们都是忠实粉丝 We're so grateful. We're such big fans.
对 尤其是她 你是她的偶像 Oh, yes, especially her. You're her idol.
她是冉冉升起的小小新星 She's a little star in the making.
是这样吗 Is that so?
从她咿呀学语开始 就排满了 It's been dance classes, voice lessons, acting workshops
舞蹈课 声乐课 表演课 ever since she was old enough to coo.
这是个开始 Oh, well, that's a start.
那上学呢 And what about school?
不上 不能有别的孩子让她分心 No, no other children to distract her.
她未来是要拍电影的 She's got pictures in her future.
-来 -快去 - Come. - Oh, yeah.
有这么一张脸 也许真的能行 With a face like that she just might.
你叫什么名字 小家伙 What's your name, little one?
我叫 My name is--
你的艺名 亲爱的 Your stage name, darling.
我是丽塔·法尔 I'm Rita Farr.
早上好 丽塔 十五分钟后开小组会议 Good morning, Rita. Team meeting in 15.
今天 上午8:55
我们要继续寻找首席的下落 The hunt for the Chief continues.
我马上过去 I'll be there.
正在呼吸的人是我 The person who is breathing is me.
该死 Shit.
我只是得 I just have to
振作起来恢复人形 pull myself together is all.
正在呼吸的人是丽塔·法尔 The person who is breathing is Rita Farr.
差不多吧 Close enough.
早上好 铁头 Good morning, Hammerhead.
天啊 你的脖子出了什么毛病 God, what the fuck is wrong with your neck?
该死 该死 该死 该死 Shit, shit, shit, shit.
该死 Shit!
救我 Help!
救我 Help.
有人吗 Anyone?
有人能听到吗 Can anyone hear me?
该死的 God damn it!
我还得遭受多少羞辱 How many humiliations must I be made to suffer?
像老鼠一样在管道中蠕动 Squirming through ducts like some kind of rat.
拜托 别来老鼠 别来老鼠 Please, no rats. No rats.
正在呼吸的人是我 The person who is breathing is me.
长着一条胳膊的人 The person with an arm
是我 is me.
长着两条胳臂的人是我 The person with two arms is me.
受够了成天看到 The person who is sick of having
惊悚婴儿出现在眼前的人是我 creepy baby imagery shoved in her face is me.
受够了被评判的人是我 The person who is sick of being judged is me!
罪有应得的人是我 The person who deserves this is me.
也许我真的就是一团烂泥 Maybe I am just a ball of slime.
也是我一直就是一团烂泥 Maybe I always was a ball of slime.
也许 Maybe
真正的诀窍是 the real trick is being the best
做这世上最好的一团烂泥 goddamn ball of slime I can be.
觉得我恶心吗 Think I'm disgusting?
我就给你看看恶心 I'll show you disgusting!
你觉得几级台阶能挡住我吗 You think some stairs are going to stop me?
我想的话能吞掉整个城镇 Swallow the whole damn town if I wanted to!
你觉得这样就能伤着我了 You think that's gonna hurt me?
不要 No!
拉瑞
北达科他州 1935年
上帝保佑 我们该怎么办 Lord help us. What are we going to do?
别发疯了 我们的儿子一点问题都没有 Quit your hysterics. There's nothing wrong with our boy.
那个校长从第一天起就看拉瑞不顺眼了 That principal's had it out for Larry since day one.
杰拉德 他被人发现 Gerald, he was caught playing doctor
在秋千后边和本杰明·昆西玩扮医生 with Benjamin Quincy behind the swing sets.
我发誓 如果那女人指控我儿子是同性恋 I swear, if that woman accuses my son of being a queer--
别装了 你知道是真的 Oh, please, you know it's true!
迹象无处不在 The signs are everywhere.
现在你儿子会毁掉我们在学校 And now your son is going to cost us our standing at school,
在教堂的地位 at church.
上帝啊 杰拉德 我们可能会失去一切 Lord, Gerald, we could lose everything.
今天 上午8:55
拉瑞 十五分钟后开小组会议 Yo, Larry, team meeting in 15.
你觉得我们今天休息一下如何 伙计 What do you say we take the day off, buddy?
多睡会 Sleep in.
别误会我 Don't get me wrong,
我要的不是可怕的融脸噩梦 I'm not asking for horrific, face-melting hell dreams.
或许你也需要休息一下 So maybe you need a rest, too.
这是同意还是拒绝 Is that a yes or a no?
我还是搞不明白你想告诉我什么 I still have no idea what you're trying to tell me.
这倒是没见过 Oh, this is new.
我记得这一天 I remember this day.
发生意外的前一天 It was before the accident.
我们的一次幽会 One of our meet-ups.
好吧 伙计 All right, fella,
这或许看起来不像是折磨 this might not look like torture,
但是重新体验我最大的遗憾也跟噩梦没有区别 but re-living one of my biggest regrets is hell all the same.
我们这是在做什么 What are we doing here?
或许这一次可以不同 Maybe it can be different this time.
这有什么意义 What's the point of this thing?
这又不是真的 甚至都不准确 This isn't real. It isn't even accurate.
-准确 -是啊 - Accurate? - Yeah.
你觉得你很聪明吗 You think you're so smart?
那为什么所有细节都是错的 How come all the details are wrong?
卡车是蓝色的 不是绿色 This pickup was blue, not green.
收音机里放的是汉克·威廉姆斯 Hank Williams was on the radio
而不是 这莫名奇妙的歌 not whatever this is.
约翰和我用6:12开往塔尔萨的火车约时间 John and I timed our rendezvous to the 6:12 to Tulsa.
根本没有火车 Not a train in sight.
拉瑞 Larry.
也许你应该试着融入这里 Maybe you should try just being here.
这是假的 都是假的 It's fake. It's all fake.
这是什么东西 What's this supposed to be, huh?
我记忆的边缘吗 Is this the edge of my memory?
我猜你也不是全知全能 对吧 I guess you're not all-seeing, are you?
你想要告诉我什么 What are you trying to tell me?
拉瑞 Larry?
也许你应该融入这里 Maybe you should just be here.
看来我没有选择 Seems I don't have a choice.
你说你爱我 You say you love me,
那就在这里陪我 so spend time with me right here,
远离世界 away from the world.
这里能成为我们被剥夺的时刻 All right, this can be our stolen moment.
想得美 伙计 可惜你完全没抓住重点 Nice try, pal. Too bad you missed the whole point.
在哪个平行历史里 约翰·鲍尔斯是那个 In what alt history does John Bowers advocate
想要让我们的关系保密的人 for keeping our relationship a secret?
而且记忆不应该 And memories shouldn't
因为我想要更好的结局而改变 change just because I want a happier ending.
历史不会改变 History doesn't change.
我不会改变 I don't change.
我依然是那个表里不一 自卑的伪君子 I'm still the gaslighting, insecure hypocrite
宁愿毁掉别人的生活而不是面对自己 who ruined other peoples' lives instead of owning my own shit.
真他妈的 Holy brown shit.
别打断我 Don't interrupt me.
如果我们甩不掉对方 If we're stuck with each other,
最起码你可以理解我 the least you can do is understand me.
好吧 Okay.
我们或许共享记忆 We may share memories,
但你完全不明白这种生活有多艰难 but you have no idea how hard it was living this way.
谎言 The lies,
恐惧 the fear.
只要有人质疑我的性取向 The threat of losing everything
就会失去一切的危险 if anyone so much as questioned my sexuality.
你想要填补这噩梦中的空缺吗 You wanna fill in the margins of this nightmare?
加上飞行员更衣室 Add the flight crew locker room,
四处回响的同性恋玩笑 the gay jokes echoing off the walls.
加上在彭德尔顿郊外发现的 Add the two boys found
那两个被绑着的死掉的男孩 dead and hogtied outside Pendleton.
你想知道我为什么不能和约翰在一起吗 You wanna know why I couldn't be with John?
你想知道这个幻象里缺少什么吗 You wanna know what's missing from this fantasy?
缺少背景 Fucking context!
你都不知道我等你说这些话等了多久 You have no idea how long I waited to hear those words.
我这是白费口舌 I'm preaching to the choir.
不是 No.
我想要你坦诚说给自己听 I wanted you to admit it to yourself.
只有一个问题 There's just one problem.
你要错过日落了 You're missing the sunset.
你觉得这样就能伤着我了 You think that's gonna hurt me.
好了 兄弟 All right, pal.
你想当英雄 那就去吧 You wanna be a hero, go ahead.
我想看日落 I wanna see the sunset.
维克
底特律 2002年
动一动手指 Wiggle for me.
好 没有骨折 Okay. No broken bones.
只是脱臼了 It's just dislocated.
我还记得我第一次肩膀脱臼接回去的情形 I still remember the first time I popped my shoulder.
我老爸让我数到十 然后 My old man had me count to ten, and...
接好了 All done.
维克多 好孩子 你表现得很棒 Victor, my man. You took that like a champ.
他会好起来的 He's gonna be fine.
我去开个处方 I'll go write up a script.
肩膀痊愈之前 不准再胡闹 No horseplay until it's healed.
好的 谢谢你 医生 Okay. Thank you, Doctor.
没事 Of course.
可怜的孩子 还疼吗 Oh, poor baby. Does it still hurt?
哭并不可耻 There's no shame in crying.
不疼 It doesn't hurt.
我害怕 I'm scared.
害怕什么 亲爱的 Of what, honey?
爸爸 他跟我说了我不要爬树 Dad. He told me not to climb the trees.
那你现在明白他为什么担心了吗 So you understand why he was worried now?
那好吧 Well, then,
我们不必什么事都告诉你父亲 you know, we don't have to tell your father everything.
怎么样 How's that sound?
好吗 Okay?
今天 上午8:38
拉瑞 十五分钟后开小组会议 Yo, Larry, team meeting in 15.
早上好 丽塔 十五分钟后开小组会议 Good morning, Rita. Team meeting in 15.
我们要继续寻找首席的下落 The hunt for the Chief continues.
我马上过去 I'll be there.
克里夫 十五分钟后开小组会议 Cliff? Team meeting in 15.
东西不错 Good stuff.
也很高兴见到你 Nice to see you, too.
十五分钟后开小组会议 Team meeting in 15.
你又不是首席 You're not the Chief.
栅网 现在几点了 Grid, what time is it?
距你上次询问 过了三十分钟
小队加油 Go team.
现约 新配对
配对 栅网 语音邮件 告诉我 Match? Grid? Voicemail. Talk to me.
你在现约上有新配对 You have one new match on Cazh.
现约 Cazh?
现约是一个基于左右滑动的现代软件 Cazh is a modern swipe-based dating app.
我知道现约是什么 但为什么我会收到通知 I know what Cazh is, but why am I getting a notification?
因为一位叫贾妮丝的24岁人类女性 Because a 24-year-old human female named Janice
右滑点赞了你的资料 swiped right on your profile.
等一下 我没有设置资料 Wait, hold up. I don't have a profile.
18岁的时候 我的确弄过一个来玩玩 I mean, I did make one as a joke when I was, like, 18.
你有266 You have 266...
267条未读消息 267 unread messages.
你为什么一直都没提示过我 Why haven't you been notifying me?
直至你最近对我们的操作系统进行修改 Until your recent modifications to our operating system,
所有的社交软件通知 all social media notifications
一直都被过滤了 通过主用户... had been filtered by the master user...
-塞拉斯·斯通 -塞拉斯·斯通 - Silas Stone. - Silas Stone.
那些只会让你分心 They were distractions.
你没有权利那么做 You had no right.
你想谈权利吗 You wanna talk about rights?
你直接偷走了我的卫星密钥 You stole my Satkey right out of my pocket.
那是我的卫星密钥 My Satkey!
塞拉斯·斯通
想要你可以拿回去 And you can have it back.
我给栅网重新编程了 I re-programmed Grid.
我现在是个封闭系统 I'm a closed system now.
你应该为我感到骄傲 爸 You should be proud of me, Dad.
我是个自学成才的黑客 I'm a self-taught hacker.
你还没回答我的问题 You still haven't answered me.
你凭什么阻隔我的私生活 What gave you the right to cut me off my own life?
事故发生三周后 你仍然不能走路 Three weeks after the accident, you still couldn't walk.
你需要更加集中精力 而不是更多的干扰 You need more focus, not more noise.
那之后的五年呢 What about the next five years?
操作系统上的一些家长控制 Some of the parental controls on your operating system
是为了保护你 are in place for your protection.
家长控制 你知道吗 Parental controls. You know what?
从现在起 由我来决定我能应对什么 From now on, I'll decide what I can handle.
维克 Vic--
栅网 Grid,
扫描一切奈尔斯·考尔德的踪迹 run a scan for any sign of Niles Caulder.
本地 全国还是... Local, national, or...
已知宇宙内的所有数据来源 All data sources in the known universe.
开始扫描 Commencing scan.
在后台继续扫描 Keep it running in the background.
打开现约 Now pull up Cazh.
贾妮丝你好吗 这条小猎犬可真幸运 'Sup, Janice. That's one lucky beagle.
天啊 你居然回复了 Oh, my God. You wrote back?
你是钢骨 对吧 This is Cyborg, right?
叫我维克就好 Please. Call me Vic.
好吧 钢骨 Okay, Cyborg.
-大笑大笑大笑 -左滑 - LOLOLOLOL! - Swipe left.
那你是打橄榄球的 So you play football, huh?
对 不过我的资料有点旧了 Yeah, my profile's a little old, though.
大笑 一点不假 LOL. No kidding.
让我看看你的机械部分 Show me your metal parts.
不行 Nope.
你需要跟班吗 Do you need a sidekick?
说"牛逼" 来吧 快说 Say "Booya." Come on, just say it.
说"牛逼" 这是你的标志 Say, "Booya." It's your thing.
栅网 我说过"牛逼"吗 Grid, have I ever said "Booya"?
事故发生后 你一共说过31次"牛逼" You have said "Booya" 31 times since the accident.
远超出口头禅的定义标准 Well above the threshold for a catchphrase.
一切都很好 Everything is fine.
栅网 左滑拒绝所有 Come on, Grid. Swipe away anybody
搜索词带有"钢骨" whose search word includes the word "Cyborg"
或其他超能力者的人 or any other meta-human.
好的 梅尔怎么样 Okay. How about Mel?
妹子 你穿的是医生的衣服吗 因为 Hey, girl. Is that a doctor's uniform? 'Cause...
刚刚那句没别的意思 There was no punch line to that, by that way.
我只是单纯问一下 I was genuinely asking.
好啊 我是医学生 Nice. I'm a med student.
汉子 你脸上是傻笑吗 因为 Hey, man, is that a dorky smile? 'Cause...
很可爱 It's cute.
你在救死扶伤的闲暇时间都干些什么 So, uh, what do you do when you're not saving lives?
天天左滑 简直要得腕管综合征 Giving myself carpal tunnel from swiping left so much.
很高兴我能达到你的标准 Well, I'm glad I made the cut.
这是什么 What is this?
你想要更加了解梅尔 You wanted to know Mel better.
等等 这是 Hold up, is this...
这是实时视频 Is this video live?
是的 我接入了66路城市公交的监控摄像 Yes. Tapping security camera on city bus 66.
我没让你这样做 I didn't ask for this.
没有语言指令 但是你的意愿很明确 Not verbally, but your desire was clear.
你从什么时候开始读我的潜意识了 Since when did you start reading my subconscious?
从你移除了限制我的带宽的代码后 Since you removed the code throttling my bandwidth.
高中打过橄榄球 是吗
有近照吗
我和高中时的模样不同了
谁不会变呢
启动摄像头
准备拍摄
发送 Send it.
栅网 删除我的现约资料 Grid, delete my Cazh profile.
完成对奈尔斯·考尔德的搜索 Search for Niles Caulder complete.
-结果呢 -无结果 - And? - No hits.
不过 有威胁迫近 However, there is one incoming threat.
-什么鬼 -你毁了克拉拉 - What the hell? - You ruined Clara!
你觉得这样就能伤着我了 You think that's gonna hurt me?
简
阿肯色州 1950年
今天 上午8:55
十五分钟后开小组会议 Team meeting in 15.
你又不是首席 You're not the Chief!
混蛋
早上好 铁头 Good morning, Hammerhead.
天啊 你的脖子出了什么毛病 God, what the fuck is wrong with your neck?
你以为你要去哪 Where do you think you're going?
明知故问 你个贱婊 You know, you tepid twat.
不行 不要吵了 No. No, we're not doing this.
去开会吧 找到首席 Just go to the meeting, find the Chief,
他会解释一切的 and he'll explain everything.
克里夫 Cliff?
你拿面包干什么 What's with the toast?
我饿了 行吗 I'm hungry! Okay?
就不能让人回忆一下 Can't a guy try to remember
吃面包的感觉吗 what it was like to eat a piece of toast
非得被当成罪犯审讯吗 without being interrogated like a goddamn criminal?
破地方去死吧 Fuck this place!
这是个孤独的世界 简 The world's a lonely place, Jane.
你强烈拒绝别人 就会更加孤独 Made lonelier by how fiercely you push people away.
你和63个室友住在一起 Hell, you live with 63 flat mates.
却连一半人的名字都不知道 You don't even know half their names.
我不相信孤独 简 I don't believe in loneliness, Jane.
我相信交流 I believe in connection.
我相信生活 I believe in life.
我相信 I believe
你可以与人交流 简 you can make those connections, Jane.
找到会理解你 接受你的人 Find people who will see you and accept you.
找到会爱你的人 People who will love you
你也会爱他们 just as you are.
这就是我的目的 简 That's what's in it for me, Jane.
以后看你活跃发展时的喜悦 The joy of seeing you flourish someday.
如果我做不到呢 And what if I can't?
那我一样会是你的父亲 Then I'll be a father to you just the same.
你相信过他 他骗了我们 You trusted him, he made a fool of us.
不 No!
不 住手 No, stop it!
太蠢了 太蠢了 太蠢了 This is stupid. This is stupid. This is stupid.
他本来要抛弃我 He was gonna put me in a home!
不 不 No! No!
一切都很好 一切都很好 Everything is fine. Everything is fine.
一切都很好 Everything is fine.
去你妈的 Fuck you!
不 住手 住手 No! Stop! Stop!
住手 Stop it!
天哪 Oh, God.
你觉得那样就能伤着我了 You think that's gonna hurt me?
-克里夫 -当心 - Cliff! - Careful!
他疯了 He's going nuts.
克拉拉 狗日的 Clara! Son of a...
文盲 Illiterate...
克里夫 你怎么了 Cliff, what is wrong with you?
克里夫
听着 蠢婊子 Listen, you stupid bitch.
南佛罗里达 1961年
我给你做牛做马... Hey, I got something...
我每天累死累活地工作 I bust my ass working every day.
回到家 我希望家里干干净净 When I come home I expect a clean house
有顿像样的饭菜 and some decent food!
这也能叫饭菜 You call this food?
这就是坨狗屎 狗屎 This is shit! It's shit!
不 别碰我 No, get away from me!
我不知道我们之间怎么了 I don't know what happened to us.
我会变好的 I'm gonna be better.
今天 上午8:55
拉瑞 十五分钟后小组会议 Yo, Larry, team meeting in 15.
早上好 丽塔 十五分钟后小组会议 Good morning, Rita. Team meeting in 15.
我和爸爸
继续寻找首席 The hunt for the Chief continues.
我会到的 I'll be there.
十五分钟后小组会议 Team meeting in 15.
好东西 Good stuff.
我也很高兴看到你 Nice to see you, too.
十五分钟后小组会议 Team meeting in 15.
你又不是首席 You're not the Chief.
去你妈的 Fuck this.
操 操他妈的洞 Fuck it. Fucking... Fucking hole.
操 狗日的洞 Fuck. Fucking hole.
操你大爷邦普 Fucking Bump.
狗日的 邦普 狗逼夺走了我的一切 Fuck you, Bump. Fucking take every goddamn thing away from me!
操你妈的 Fuck this shit!
想吃我也不吃 I'll not eat when I fucking want to!
什么鬼东西 What in the shit are you?
你敢说你听不出我的声音 Tell me you don't recognize my voice,
你这个背后捅刀的狗逼 you back-stabbing shit stain.
-说点别的 -我是克里夫·斯蒂勒 - Say something else. - It's Cliff fucking Steele.
克里夫 不可能 克里夫已经死了 Cliff? No, that can't be. Cliff's dead.
克拉拉呢 我女儿在哪 Where's Clara? Where's my daughter?
好吧 你真是克里夫 知道了 Okay, you're Cliff. You're Cliff. I get it.
你躲在机器人里做什么 What the hell are you doing in a robot?
你搞什么飞机 让克拉拉认你做爹 What the hell are you doing calling yourself Clara's dad?
你怎么给她洗脑的 How'd you brainwash her?
靠 你那时已经死了 Well, shit, you were dead!
所以你就代替了我 So you took my place?
你这个卑鄙的背后捅刀的狗逼 Of all the low life back-stabbing shit--
够了 你死了 Hey, now. You died, man.
还让凯特陪你送了命 And you took Kate with you.
那个小女孩孤苦伶仃 That little girl had nothing and no one.
再说了 不是我想当这个臭毛孩的接盘侠 Besides, it ain't like I wanted some brat dumped in my lap.
臭毛孩 Brat?
那个鼻涕虫毁了我的黄金单身汉的生活 That little snot-nose killed my bachelor game, man.
而你 And you,
这期间你却一直都活着 you were alive this whole time, huh?
可能给机器妞舔逼舔正欢呢 幸运的狗杂种 Yeah, probably neck deep in robot pussy, you lucky bastard.
但我呢 But meanwhile,
邦普·韦瑟却忙着带你的孩子去看心理医生 Bump Weathers is stuck taking your kid to a shrink!
好让她去埋怨她死了的妈妈 So she can whine about her dead mommy.
龟孙子 你偷走了我的人生 You son of a bitch, you stole my life!
你毁了克拉拉 You ruined Clara!
你至少应该感恩 The least you can do is be grateful for it.
你觉得这样就能伤着我了 You think that's gonna hurt me?
你到我家来惹我 You come into my house and run up on me?
你这个乡巴佬想干什么 What's a redneck like you doing with all of these?
自命不凡的混蛋 Pretentious bastard!
突然间你就变成一名父亲了 Suddenly you become a father,
开始看《 坎特伯雷故事集》了 and you start reading Canterbury Tales?
文盲人渣 Illiterate shit heel!
你骗不了任何人 You're not fooling anyone!
当心 他疯了 Careful, he's going nuts.
克里夫 Cliff!
克里夫 你怎么了 Cliff, what is wrong with you?
克拉拉 Clara?
狗日的文盲 Son of a... Illiterate...
克拉拉在哪 Where's Clara?
邦普 你过来 小杂种 Bump! Come here, you little...
邦普去哪了 他去哪了 Where'd Bump go? Where'd he go?
克里夫 清醒一点 Cliff! Snap out of it!
等下 Wait...
等下 怎么了 Wait, what?
我是怎么了 What is wrong with me?
我只想哭 All I want to do is cry.
我的大脑在尖叫着释放情绪 My brain is screaming for release.
我很愤怒 I'm so angry!
我忍受不了这样下去 Can't live like this!
我怎么特么这么想把邦普揍出翔呢 Why do I want to beat the shit out of Bump so bad?
讽刺的是 对于克拉拉来说 Irony is Bump Weathers was probably
邦普·韦瑟可能是个比我更称职的父亲 a better dad to Clara than I would've been.
该死 Shit.
我已经开始变得像我爸爸了 I was already turning into my old man.
一样的破烂事 Shit's the same.
同样的吵架 同样不停的道歉 Same fights, same apologies over and over.
一个恶毒堕落的轮回 A vicious cycle!
或许克拉拉是幸运的 她逃出去了 Maybe Clara's lucky. She got out.
或许就是因为这样我不能给她打电话 Maybe that's why I can't call Clara.
因为除了"我他妈怎么还活着"这个问题外 'Cause the second thing I'm gonna have to explain
我也没办法解释 after "How the fuck am I alive"
为他妈什么是我 is why it's me.
为他妈什么是我 Why is it me,
而不是她的妈妈 活着回来了 not her mom, who came back?
应该是凯特回来的 It should've been Kate.
天哪 应该是凯特回来的 Oh, God, it should've been Kate!
到底发生了什么事 What in the hell is going on?
克里夫精神病犯了 Cliff's having a psychotic break.
听我说 或许我们就该让他一个人静一静 Look, maybe we should just leave him alone.
不行 No!
拜托 我不想又一个人瞎胡想了 我 Please, I don't want to be alone with my thoughts again. I...
我不可能是唯一一个需要有人聊天的人吧 I can't be the only one who needs to talk.
聊天 正是我们所需要的 Talking! That's what we need.
你们都跟我一样糟 对吗 You're all just as messed as I am, right?
我们需要小组讨论 We need to talk as a group!
你说像治疗那样的吗 Like therapy?
不 绝对不行 No, hard pass.
奈尔斯会这么做的 It's what Niles would do.
奈尔斯总是跟我们聊 对吧 比如 Niles used to talk to us, right? Like, well...
真的 听着就好了 Really, just listen.
拜托 我们都不知道彼此正经历着什么 Come on, we have no idea what's going on with each other.
看看丽塔 丽塔 你的腿又怎么了 Look at Rita. Rita, what the heck is going on with your legs?
你可以告诉我 告诉我们 You can tell me, you can tell us.
我被卡在炉子里 但没有人能听见我的尖叫 I was stuck in a furnace, and nobody could hear my screams.
听到没 我们都感同身受的有力的比喻 See? A powerful metaphor for what we're all feeling.
我真卡炉子里了 It was a literal furnace.
更好了 真卡进去了 Even better! Literal furnaces!
我们得聊聊这些事 We need to talk about this stuff.
老天啊 克里夫虽然疯 但他说的没错 For God's sake, Cliff is deranged, but he's right.
末日巡逻队那些可怜的老鬼不就是这个下场吗 This is exactly what doomed those poor bastards in the Doom Patrol.
无名先生让他们彼此心生嫌隙 Mr. Nobody turned them against each other,
利用他们的秘密和谎言 using their secrets, their lies,
他们的焦虑 而他已经这样对我们了 their anxieties, and he's already doing it to us.
他这样对我了 He's doing it to me.
如果我们能有机会能熬过去这一劫 If we have any chance of making it through this,
必须要互相通气 we need to start talking to each other.
治疗 Therapy.
让我谈自己的问题 我宁愿死 And I would rather eat hot coals than talk about my problems.
治疗 Therapy!
该死的 克里夫 闭上嘴 And damn it, Cliff, get a grip.
治疗 Therapy!
真他妈怪死了 Well, this is fucking awkward.
我刚差点心肝脾肺都吼出来 让别人说吧 I just spilt my guts out. Someone else talk.
说什么呢 About what exactly?
事情 感觉 Stuff! Feelings.
再深入些 说到问题的根本 Let's go deep, get to the root of our issues.
你不想知道你父母怎么折磨你的吗 Don't you wanna know how your parents messed you up?
我想知道你父母怎么折磨你的 I wanna know how your parents messed you up.
好吧 那我第一个说 Fine, I'll go first.
你是第二 Second.
自从奈尔斯被绑架后 Ever since Niles was abducted
我们进了驴屁股 and we went into that donkey place,
无名先生就一直让我想起可怕的过去 Mr. Nobody has been dangling something terrible over me.
我很久以前做过的一件错事 A thing I did a long time ago,
让我十分羞愧 great source of shame.
如果我们接着找奈尔斯 And if we keep looking for Niles,
那件事 that thing is...
就会被挖掘出来 我不知道 Is going to come out. And I don't know...
你为何不现在说出来 Why don't you just say it now?
什么 Excuse me?
别让它再有掌控你的能力 Rob it of its power or whatever.
我还没准备好 I'm not ready.
-真差劲 -让她说完 - Lame. - Hey, let her talk.
拜托 这是你的主意 Come on, man, this was your idea.
我只是说说 I'm just saying.
抱歉 好吧 请继续 I'm sorry, okay, go ahead.
丽塔 你 请继续 抱歉 Rita, you were... Go ahead. Sorry. Sorry.
我只知道丽塔·法尔不是个好人 All I know is that Rita Farr was not a good person.
说实话 In fact,
她简直不算是个人 she was never a person at all.
丽塔是 Rita was
一种幻象 an illusion,
是灯光 是胶片 made of light and celluloid
是行业里最棒的假发和行头 and the best hair and wardrobe in the business.
现在我必须面对现实 And now, I have to confront the truth.
如果没有了丽塔·法尔 If there is no Rita Farr,
我就什么都不剩了 then there's nothing else there.
我不知道自己是什么 I don't know what I am.
我甚至不知道自己是谁 I don't even know who I am.
天哪 你说的你的腿都恢复原状了 Holy shit. You just talked your legs into being legs.
厉害 丽塔 Go, Rita.
表现得真棒 亲爱的 Hell of a performance, darling.
你的最佳表演 Really your best work.
你知道吗 简 你有时候真是个小贱人 You know what, Jane, you can be a real bitch sometimes.
很好 都很好 Good, good, good. This is all good.
把不好的事情都倾诉一番 Dirty laundry, airing it out.
-滚开 -倾诉是最好的解压方式 - Fuck off! - Sunshine's the best disinfectant.
闭嘴吧 克里夫 Shut up, Cliff!
真有团队意识 Group mind!
好了 这就是浪费时间 All right, this is a waste of time.
你还有更好的去处吗 You got somewhere better to be?
事实上 是的 Yes, actually, I do.
哪里 你的房间 What, your room?
你和你的花花草草发生争吵了吗 You have a lover's quarrel with your flowers?
急着来场补偿性爱 Gotta go have make-up sex?
我们都能听见你对着自己吼 兄弟 We can all hear you yelling at yourself, pal.
对着魂魄 At the spirit.
所以 也许你们两个 So then maybe the two of you
有些事情想要倾诉出来 have something you wanna get off your chest.
好吧 Okay.
我是 Well, I'm--
-同性恋 -冷静一点 伙计 - Gay! - Whoa, whoa, settle down, buddy.
什么 拜托 这里不对他人做评判 What? Come on! No judgment here.
我只是想着拉瑞马上要出来了 I just thought Larry was about to come out,
而这会让他感觉好很多 and it would've been so healing for him.
我想说的只是 I think all I wanted to say was...
60年不与他人触摸让我感觉有点孤独 It gets lonely not touching anyone for 60 years.
我最后触摸过的人是约翰·鲍尔斯 The last person I ever touched was John Bowers.
我 I...
我爱他 I loved him.
但我把他赶走了 And I drove him away.
我知道 I knew it.
我只是想让你知道你是被爱着和被包容着的 I just want you to know that you're loved and accepted.
我还没说完 I'm not done.
好吧 Oh, okay. All right.
我之所以愿意说出这件事是因为 I'm only sharing this because it's the thing
这是无名先生强行让我面对的 Mr. Nobody shoved in my face.
用我剩下的脸 What's left of my face.
这是个笑话 That was a joke.
这些绷带真是面部表情的终结者 These bandages are the death of all nuance.
听着 如果无名先生的目标是折磨我 Look, if Mr. Nobody's goal is to torture me, well,
我已经帮他达成目的了 I've been doing his work for him.
在我自己制造的囚牢里鞭打我自己 Whipping myself in a prison of my own making.
要是我当时信任约翰会如何 What if I'd trusted John?
要是我更勇敢的话会如何 What if I'd been more brave?
但你猜怎么着 我厌倦了 And guess what? I'm sick of it.
我不只是在伤害我自己 还有我里面的魂魄 I'm not just hurting myself, I'm hurting this thing inside me,
而它也在无止境地回敬我 and it's hurting me back, endlessly,
直到我太过自我厌弃而无法喘息 until there's so much self-loathing I can barely breathe.
我害死了我妈妈 I killed my mom.
比比谁最惨 更悲惨的来了 Whoa. Winner winner, chicken dinner. Here we go.
我爸爸和我从来不谈论这事 My dad and I don't talk about this.
我当时跟我妈妈在争执跟学校有关的事 I was having an argument with my mom about school.
当时觉得这是件天大的事 It seemed like everything at the time,
现在却觉得不值一提 but it's so small now.
无论如何 我大发脾气 还胡言乱语 Anyway, I got pissed and lashed out about some BS.
我们当时在我妈妈的家庭实验室里 We were in my mom's home lab,
有一大堆的化学用品 chemicals, a bunch of them.
然后 And...
发生了爆炸 boom.
为了救我 我爸爸 But to save me, my dad, uh...
他把我变成了这样 He turned me into this.
但关键在于 这个故事 Thing is, that story,
我的愧疚 曾经是我的力量源泉 my guilt, it used to be the well of my strength.
我花了很长时间才接受发生了什么 It took me so long to accept what happened
我变成了什么 and who I became.
但是 成为钢骨 But, man, I thought Cyborg
也是让事情回到正轨的一个好方法 was a way to make it all right again.
有些事变了 Something's changed.
无名先生 他告诉了我一些事情 Mr. Nobody, he put this bug in my ear.
你能住腿吗 Will you stop it?
抱歉 Sorry.
如果我的大脑和操作系统是无缝衔接的 If my brain and my operating system are seamless,
那我该如何知道我的记忆是否是真的 then how do I know if my memories are real?
来吧 加油 Come on, let's hit the gas!
说点好东西 Get to the good stuff!
再深入一点 维克 深入 Go deep, Vic. Deep!
我无法摆脱的想法是 The thing I can't shake is...
还有什么事情能比害死我妈妈还糟糕 What the hell could be worse than me killing my own mother?
而在我脑子里有一个小小的声音 And there is this tiny voice in my head
它认为无名先生说的是真的 that believes Mr. Nobody
当他说我的记忆不是真实的时候 when he says that my memories aren't real.
是因为我人性的一部分 Is that the human part
还是说是因为我脑子里的逻辑板 or is that my logic board running game on my brain?
根据我的记忆 我从来没有信任过我父亲 As far as I can remember, I've never really trusted my father.
这不新鲜 So that's not new,
但是突然间 我开始疑惑 but suddenly, I'm starting to question
为什么他不信任我 why doesn't he trust me?
他不该信任你 He shouldn't.
轮到我分享了 My turn to share.
这是什么 Hey, what is this?
这是在驴子里无名先生给我看的 It's what Mr. Nobody showed me in the donkey.
-你为什么要把它藏起来 -我靠 - Why did you keep this hidden? - Holy shit!
拜托 这只是一幅画 Come now, it's just a painting.
什么 你们想知道别人的秘密 What? You wanted secrets out in the air,
这就是个大秘密 well, here's a big one.
别那么记仇 Don't be so vindictive.
这是你瞎编的 You made this up.
刽子手的女儿从不撒谎 The Hangman's Daughter doesn't lie.
这可真是富有成效 Well, this has been productive.
你们都比我更需要治疗 却觉得我疯狂 You all need more therapy than I do, and I'm the crazy one.
简 回来 Jane, get back here!
除非你分享故事 否则小组是不会解散的 Group isn't over until you share.
你突然不知道自己行老几了吗 Who are you all of a sudden?
你不能往我们的治疗环节扔一颗炸弹 You don't get to throw a grenade into our therapy session
还自以为很有帮助 and pretend that's helping.
这不是治疗 This isn't therapy!
也许说出来就好了 Maybe it's okay if it's just talking.
你和所有人一样需要找人倾诉 You of all people need someone to talk to.
我看过你的带子 I've seen your tapes.
那他妈是什么意思 What the fuck is that supposed to mean?
你自己清楚 You know.
天 我就不能把你这 Man, I can't take you seriously
严厉的鬼父之爱当回事 with all this tough love paternal shit.
这里有好心人 Is there someone nicer in there
能站出来向我们解释 who can come out and explain to us
怎么能永远不会惹毛你吗 how not to piss you off all the time?
怎么了 反正你们也不会听的 Why? You wouldn't listen anyway.
不分享是自闭的一种形式 Not sharing is a form of self-isolation.
就连现在你也没在听 You're not even listening now.
你的内心是一片充满神秘的美好而奇特的地带 Your mind is a beautiful, strange place full of mystery.
你们不会想知道我在想什么 You don't wanna know what I'm thinking.
快点 说出来 这里是安全区 Come on, just say it! It's a safe space!
你永远成不了一个父亲 因为你根本不是人 You'll never be a father because you aren't even a man.
我是这里唯一能忍你 I'm the only one here who can stand you,
而我只喜欢1/64的你 and I only like one 64th of you.
感谢你的坦诚 Well, thank you for your honesty.
简 简 回来 Jane. Jane, come back.
你牛逼 克里夫 Jesus, Cliff.
没听过防止事态扩大吗 Ever heard of de-escalation?
这不是我的本意 是吧 I didn't mean that. Did I?
简 别走 Jane, don't leave.
从这里离开只有死路一条 There's nowhere to go from here but up.
简 对不起 Jane, I'm sorry.
那不是我想说的 I didn't mean to say that.
我连想也没那样想过 I didn't even think I was thinking that.
搞什... 不 What the... No!
怎么... How did...
克拉拉 克拉拉 Clara? Clara?
受不了了 This is nuts.
受不了啦 This is nuts!
克里夫失去理智了 Cliff's gone off the deep end.
他万一中风该怎么办 What if he's having a stroke?
你们就不能有点同情心吗 Would you have some sympathy?
好的 大美女 Nice going there, Beeboo.
克里夫正是我们彼此 Cliff's the one goddamn reason
直抒胸臆的原因 we're actually talking to each other.
对 用这个方法搞砸了 Yeah, way to screw the pooch
把你的小女朋友气跑了 跑啦 with your lady friend there, tug-a-nug.
也许他疯了是因为我们都疯了 Maybe his crazy is all our crazy.
我要用拳头打烂那张脸 I'll bump that face off your punch!
按住他 Hold him down!
他出问题了 There's something wrong with him.
不 他只是在伤心 No, he's just grieving.
长须将军
-车到了 -那是我的大巴吗 - Honk, honk. - Is that my bus?
你究竟在做什么 What on Earth are you doing?
末日庄园 六集前
我们在干什么 What are we doing?
我们要去镇里 We're going into town.
我加入 I'm in.
来啊宝贝 没事的
你只需要选好时机
看我的 像这样...
小家伙 Oh, little one.
如此心碎 如此悲痛 Such heartbreak, such sorrow.
幸运的是 你不必独自承受 Luckily, you don't have to go it alone.
你还有我 You have me.
谁在说话
上面 旁白 Up here, the narrator.
什么是旁白
听着 把注意集中在悲痛上就行了 Look, let's just focus on the sorrow.
好吗 让悲痛充满你的内心 Okay? Let it well up inside of you,
给它养料 感受它变得像 nurture it, feel it harden into that
名叫复仇的冰冷刀刃那样坚硬 icy cold blade called vengeance.
可我是个林栖生物
我不希望向任何人复仇
我的天 这些是谁和你说的 My God, who told you that?
那边你死去的乡巴佬鼠妈妈吗 Your dead country-mouse mom over there?
别再满脑子都是大碴子了 Enough with home-spun cornpone bullshit.
错误已经铸成 A wrong has been committed,
只有一种方法纠正它 and there's only one way to set it right.
你需要找到那个不顾及别人的白痴 You need to find the thoughtless cretin
为你母亲的死负责 responsible for your mother's annihilation,
然后你需要操死他的精神 and then you need to fuck his mind,
操死他的心脏 fuck his heart,
操死他的灵魂 and fuck his soul.
想必你是能做到的吧 小家伙 Think you can do that, little fella?
末日庄园 今天 上午8:53
他在那儿...
我母亲死亡的罪魁祸首
长须将军
你杀了我母亲
准备接受我的复仇吧
早上好 丽塔 十五分钟后开小组会议 Good morning, Rita. Team meeting in 15.