别把这些看作成绩单 Think of these not as a report card,
把它看成一扇了解你们客户的窗户 but a window into the minds of your clients,
以及他们的家人和支持者的想法 their families and support persons,
这也是了解你们自己的一扇窗户 and also as a window into yourselves.
去发现你们最大的优势 To see your greatest strengths
格拉斯曼医生 你在哪
以及你们最需要 and the areas where you have
改进的地方 the greatest opportunity for growth.
第一轮的结果已经在你们的收件箱里了 First round of results is already in your inbox.
之后会定期更新 Regular updates to follow.
部门排名第三 Third highest in the department.
真棒 Pretty good.
第二 Second.
你怎么样 How'd you do?
还可以 Fine.
「雷兹尼克医生非常关心人」 "Dr. Reznick cares deeply about people."
「亲切」 「善良」 "Sweet." "Kind."
「体贴」 "Thoughtful."
我要怎么做才能得到那种水平的服务 What do I have to do to get that level of service?
把你的医保付给我 Let me bill your insurance.
你有六条评价 You have six comments.
四个「及格」 两个「良」 Four "OKs." Two "Goods."
我有46个 I have 46.
生活在你巨大又甜美的阴影下可真难 It's hard to live in your long, sweet shadow.
我会给你一些指点 我们可以角色扮演 I'll give you some pointers. We could role play.
你可以扮演光着膀子急于讨好的医生 You could be the shirtless and eager-to-please doctor,
而我则是性感又苛刻的病人 and I'll be the sexy-but-demanding patient
有着严重的真菌感染 with a nasty fungal infection.
前五名 干得好 Top five. Nice work.
谢谢 Thank you.
但作为外科主任 目标再高一点也无妨 But as Chief of Surgery, wouldn't hurt to aim higher.
说到这 我的第一名去哪了 Speaking of which, where's my numero uno?
伦东医生 部门第一名 Dr. Rendon. Top of the class.
他被叫去 Oh, he was called away on
危地马拉做医疗援助了 a medical mission in Guatemala.
挺紧急的 It was urgent.
真英雄 Heroic.
他什么时候回来 When will he be back?
应该要再过几天 Should be just a few more days.
以后 有任何长时间的缺勤 In the future, please let me know
请让我知晓 好吗 about any extended absences, hmm?
他不在国内又怎么能 He can't make our clients happy
让我们客户高兴呢 if he's not in the country.
我得走了 I have to go.
我在整个外科部门中 I had the lowest ranking in
排名最低 the entire surgical department.
我让五个人「非常不舒服」 I made five people "very uncomfortable."
七个患者说我说话很怪 Seven patients said I talked weird,
还有一个女性被我的行为方式「吓了一跳」 and one woman was "a little creeped out" by my manner.
这个算法有一些重大疏漏 The algorithm has some major blind spots.
我可以改进它 我会和萨伦聊聊 I can make it better. I'll talk to Salen.
不 数据反映了真实的意见 No. The data reflects actual opinions.
我要学着怎么让人们感到舒适 I will learn how to make people feel comfortable
并提高我的分数 and improve my scores.
良 医
第五季 第五集
罗莎·卡斯蒂略 35岁 急性肾衰竭 Rosa Castillo, 35, needs immediate bypass surgery
需要立即做搭桥手术 for acute kidney failure.
三年前她因为肾动脉狭窄接受过治疗 She was treated for renal artery stenosis three years ago.
看来支架失效了 Looks like the stent failed.
这张图片几乎看不清 1985年拍的 This imaging is barely readable. It's from 1985.
联系下危地马拉那边 马蒂奥把她送过来的 Try Guatemala. Mateo sent her here.
他们没有搭桥手术需要的设备 They don't have the equipment for a bypass.
卡斯蒂略女士 Ms. Castillo.
我是林医生 这位是沃克医生 I am Dr. Lim. This is Dr. Wolke.
久闻你的大名 I heard so much about you.
首席 老板 The Chief. La Jefa.
希望接下来的几个小时 Well, hopefully, we can have you in the O.R.
你能进手术室 in the next couple of hours.
我们已经从伦东医生那里拿到你的病史了 We already have your medical history
这对我们帮助很大 from Dr. Rendon, which helps.
蒂奥告诉我这里会有人照顾我 Teo told me I would be in good hands here.
他家那边的病人都这么叫他吗 Uh, is that what all his patients call him back home?
可能只有和他约会过的人 Probably just the ones who dated him.
下巴瘀伤 舌下血肿 Bruising of the jaw, sublingual hematoma,
很可能是下颌骨骨折 most likely a parasymphyseal fracture.
只是一个小突起 我没事 It's just a little bump. I'm fine.
-你有事 爸爸 -这是怎么回事 - You're not fine, Dad. - How did it happen?
我开店门的时候 有几个孩子 Ah, some kids were horsing around outside
在外面胡闹 when I was opening up.
他经营着一家五金店 他们袭击了他 He runs a hardware shop. They attacked him.
这是个意外 It was an accident.
我在人行道上摔下来撞到了别人的侧视镜上 I fell off the sidewalk into someone's side-view mirror.
你的下巴断了 Your jaw's broken.
他们把你推下人行道 They pushed you off the sidewalk,
跟你说别传染他们 told you to not get them sick.
他们只是在犯傻而已 They were just being stupid.
她太敏感了 She's so sensitive.
检查下颌骨是否有异常运动 Checking for abnormal movement of the mandible
或任何咬合不正 or any malocclusion.
好吧 我们得报案 Okay, we need to file a report.
报案 我为什么要 A report? Why would I...
骨折的骨头和舌头在向后滑动 The fractured bone and tongue are sliding backwards,
阻塞了他的口咽部 blocking his oropharynx.
我们确保他的呼吸道通畅 快 We need to secure the airway, now!
放上最后一个两毫米的微型接骨板 Placing the last two-millimeter miniplate.
他一定很痛苦 He must have been in a lot of pain.
你可真厉害 Good for you
在经历了仇恨犯罪之后还能这么乐观 if you can stay positive after a hate crime.
咬合很好 碎片复位 Satisfactory occlusion and fragment reduction.
艾伦医生和莫菲医生 Doctors Allen and Murphy,
把临时的颌骨内固定移除吧 let's remove the temporary MMF.
宋先生和他的女儿 Mr. Song and his daughter
看待同样的情况的方式非常不一样 see the same situation very differently.
他心动过缓 心率下降到35 He's bradycardic. Heart rate dropped to 35.
血压过低 73/42 And hypotensive, 73 over 42.
降低镇静剂和麻醉剂的用量 Let's dial back the sedation and opiates,
静脉注射一毫克阿托品 push one milligram I.V. atropine.
也许是麻醉的不良反应 Maybe an adverse reaction to the anesthesia?
我们得弄清楚他是否有潜在的心脏问题 We need to figure out if there's an underlying cardiac problem.
做个术后心电图 并在恢复期做个超声 Get a post-op EKG, echo in recovery,
检查下电解质 and check for electrolytes.
我得想想办法 And I need to figure out
如何才能得到他们两个的好评 how to get a good review from both of them.
水压怎么样 How's the water pressure?
-还行 -我调低了5% - Fine. - I decreased output by 5%.
每月节省682升水 每年节省11万人民币 Saves 150 gallons a month, $17,000 annually.
这样 三年零五个月后 Which, in three years and five months,
就可以弥补你将要为伦东医生 will make up for what you're about to spend
送到我们这来的新客户 operating on this new client,
所做手术的花费 whom Dr. Rendon gifted us.
马蒂奥对患者负责任 Mateo's commitment to patients
是他在这个部门排名第一的原因 is the reason he's numero uno in the department.
我担心的不是马蒂奥 My concern isn't Mateo.
你允许他送来一个没有保险的病人 You allowed him to fly in an uninsured patient
而不告知我 without informing me.
我还有管理自己部门的自主权吗 Do I still have the autonomy to run my own department?
我希望你不仅仅把自己 I hope you see yourself
视作一名部门主管 as more than just the head of one department.
你还是爱思医疗家庭的重要成员 You are a vital member of the Ethicure family.
我们必须通力协作 We have to work together,
我们所有人 不然我们都会 all of us, or we will all...
衰退 ...falter.
这上面的颜色很大胆 The colors on these are wild.
那种黄色和你的肤色很相配 That yellow would look great with your complexion.
两朵全冠的非洲菊 Full-crested double gerbera daisies.
心电图显示宋先生是窦性心律 Mr. Song has sinus rhythm on his EKG.
电解质正常 超声无异常 Normal electrolytes, and no abnormalities on the echo.
这就排除了很多可能性 Which rules out a lot,
但不是因为体育锻炼或轻微的心脏挫伤 but not a P.E. or small cardiac contusion.
做个胸部血管造影 Get a CTA chest.
非洲菊的花粉太多了 Gerberas produce excessive amounts of pollen,
可能会引发偏头痛 which can trigger migraines.
你不必在这讨论这个 You don't need to be here for this.
-给我发消息 -好 - Text me. - Yeah.
关于非洲菊这一点想得很好 Excellent point about the gerberas.
我真幸运 能和一对 Lucky me, working with such
这么棒 又知识渊博的夫妇共事 a fabulous, knowledgeable couple.
非洲菊是出了名的花粉来源 Mm, gerberas are notoriously big pollen producers.
这是一个显而易见的观点 并不算很好 It's an obvious point, not an excellent one.
你说莉亚和我「这么棒」 You called Lea and me "fabulous."
你是在用夸张的语言让我们喜欢你吗 Are you using hyperbolic language to make us like you?
事实上 我觉得用词很准确 Mm, I think the language was pretty accurate, actually.
我在试着提高 I'm trying to improve
我的客户满意度评分 my own client satisfaction scores,
目前有点差劲 which are poor.
你在点评网上有97%的五星评价 You received 97% five-star reviews on Yelp.
你的方法一定很有效 Your methods must be very effective.
你是在用夸张的语言让我们喜欢你吗 Are you using hyperbolic language to make us like you?
归根究底就是安抚和肯定 It's all about appeasing and affirming.
安抚 把客户想要的给他们 Appease. Give the customers what they want.
肯定 让他们感觉 And affirm. Make them feel
他们想要的是明智的 美好的 that what they want is wise and good,
就你而言 情况就更是如此 which in your case, it is very much so.
把所有东西都旋转到内侧 Rotating everything medially
暴露肾血管 to expose the renal vessels.
我这有三个腹腔胆囊术 I got three lap choles
等着伦东医生周三做 waiting for Dr. Rendon on Wednesday,
小小的回敬礼物 little thank-you gift
谢谢他让我们给他的病人做手术 for letting us operate on his patient.
他可能要到周四才回来 Well, might be Thursday before he's back.
抱歉 人道主义危机打乱了你的计划 Sorry the humanitarian crisis is screwing up your schedule.
有个巨大的动脉瘤阻断了血液流动 There's a massive aneurysm cutting off blood flow.
没办法控制血管进行重建 There's no way to get vascular control for reconstruction.
我们也许可以从主动脉或髂动脉 We might be able to do a bypass
做个血管绕道手术 from the aorta or iliacs.
沿着腹主动脉 There are several aneurysmal segments
有几段动脉瘤 along the abdominal aorta.
这个也不正常 This one's abnormal, too.
她所有的动脉都有缺陷 All of her arteries are defective.
你今晚应该带我去约会 You should take me on a date tonight.
有场钱卓拉医生关于医学领导力的讲座 It's a lecture on leadership in medicine by Dr. Chandra.
他是国家卫生研究所两项资助的获得者 Recipient of two NIH grants.
那不是约会 是作业 That's not a date. That's homework.
开始扫描 Starting the scan.
之后有个鸡尾酒会 There's a cocktail party after.
不如我们去做 How about we spend our time
你建议的那个角色扮演怎么样 doing that role playing you suggested?
除去真菌那一部分 You know, minus the fungus.
感染是我扮演这个角色的全部动机 The infection was the whole motivation for my character.
他的心脏没问题 Your guy's heart is fine.
你要确保是你把这个好消息说出来 Make sure you break the good news.
这样应该可以提高你的分数 Should bump up your scores a notch.
检查表明你心脏的功能 The tests show your heart function
和组织结构都很正常 and anatomy are normal.
手术期间的发作 The episode during surgery
可能只是轻微的麻醉反应 was probably just a minor anesthesia reaction.
你应该很快就能走了 You should be good to go very soon.
谢谢你 艾伦医生 Thank you, Dr. Allen.
我们可以在回家的路上去趟警察局 We can stop by the police station on the way home
这样你可以录个口供 so you can make a statement.
我跟你说过 不报案 不录口供 I told you, no reports, no statements.
血压是133/70 BP is 133 over 70.
检查氧饱和度 Checking O2 sat.
阿爸 这种事报案的太少了 Appa,these things are underreported.
我们的亲戚 朋友 Our relatives, our friends,
我们的人在外面正受到伤害 our people are getting hurt out there.
「我们的人」 "Our people."
我们和他们不是对立的 It's not us versus them.
这对任何人都没有好处 That doesn't help anyone.
你不认为我们被看作异类吗 You don't think we're seen as different?
是你自己想被视作与众不同 You wantto be seen as different.
你让别人难堪 You rub people's faces in it.
这就是为什么你没有任何成长 That's why you aren't getting anywhere.
你没有一个正经工作 You don't have a real job...
社会组织是一份正经工作 Community organizing is a real job.
我很幸运 I am lucky to have such
有这样棒 这样博学的客户 fabulous, knowledgeable clients.
艾米莉 你说得没错 Emily, you're right
认识到问题所在是很重要的 about the importance of recognizing problems.
宋先生 Mr. Song, it is wise
关心你女儿的职业前途是非常明智的 to be concerned for your daughter's professional future.
拜托了 阿爸 Please, Appa.
跟我一起去录个口供 Go with me to make a statement.
这很重要 It's important.
对我来说不重要 Not to me.
你说得没错 You're right.
社会组织听起来不像是一份正经工作 Community organizing does not sound like a real job.
那是一份正经工作 It's a real job.
心率下降了 Heart rate dropped.
A线显示脉压差增宽 A-line shows a widened pulse pressure reading.
我的心脏出了什么问题吗 Something is wrong with my heart?
呼吸频率下降 有窒息倾向 Respiration rate down, trending apneic.
库欣三联征 Cushing's Triad.
75克甘露醇 75 grams of mannitol.
你的心脏没有问题 Your heart is fine.
有问题的是你的大脑 There's something wrong with your brain.
它侵入了运动皮层 It's invaded the motor strip,
左颞叶 前胼胝体 left temporal, anterior corpus callosum.
严重坏死和水肿 Severe necrosis and edema,
看不到哪里不是肿瘤 哪里是大脑 and no way to see where tumor ends and brain begins.
这没办法做手术 It's inoperable.
我肯定会得到一个差评 I will definitely get a bad review.
我还需要一些时间来找到一个手术方案 I need more time to find a surgical solution.
事件提醒 下午4:30预约了亨利·杜鲁门礼服店
但我们也得出发去试礼服了 But we also need to leave for our tux fitting.
我们本来可以用你的一条静脉 We were able to bypass the renal artery
绕过肾动脉 using one of your veins.
但新的影像显示 But new imaging showed
你有肌纤维发育不良的问题 you have a condition called Fibromuscular Dysplasia.
这会让你的心脏 脑部和其他主要血管中 It's caused areas of stenosis and aneurysm
出现狭窄和动脉瘤 in your heart, brain, and other major vessels.
我们可以给你一些药物 We can give you medication
来控制病情恶化 to manage the underlying condition,
但我们也必须再做一次手术来 but we'll have to do another surgery
修复这些动脉瘤 to repair each of the aneurysms.
这会有中风或大出血的风险 There are risks of stroke, or major hemorrhage.
但如果不做手术 你的动脉瘤 But without it, it's only a matter of time
迟早会破裂 before one of these aneurysms ruptures.
如果手术出了问题 if anything goes wrong,
你能告诉蒂奥吗 can you please let Teo know?
应该让他通知我的家人 He should be the one to tell my family.
我不想让他们从陌生人嘴里听到这个消息 I wouldn't want them to hear it from a stranger.
当然 Of course.
我们可以使用术中受激的拉曼组织学技术 We could use intraoperative stimulated raman histology
来区分肿瘤组织和正常组织 to determine tumor tissue versus normal.
如果我们切除了正常的组织 Eh, if we resect normal tissue,
就再也放不回去了 we can't put it back in.
这套真合身 Drape is perfect with your physique.
术中核磁共振引导 Intraoperative MRI guidance
可以帮助我们把肿瘤组织全部切除 would help us achieve gross total resection.
有风险切除有重要缺陷的运动性语言中枢 And risk resecting eloquent cortex, with major deficits.
你看着像个小男孩 You look like a little boy.
肩膀根本撑不起来 脱下来吧 The shoulder sag is awful. Take it off.
这既不是安抚 也不是肯定 That was neither appeasing nor affirming.
但你的评价很中肯 But your reviews are exceptional.
你不能只说人们想听的话 You can't just tell people what they want to hear.
你也得告诉他们残酷的真相 You've got to give them the cold, hard truth.
我一直都这么做 但别人对我的评价都不好 I always do that, and people don't give me good reviews.
你说完之后必须赞美他们 You have to follow it with a compliment,
然后因为你的真诚 which now, thanks to your honesty,
他们就会相信你的话 they'll believe.
这件很衬你的眼睛 Very striking with those eyes.
我确实相信你 I...do believe you.
喂 肖恩 Yeah, hey, Shaun.
对不起我没回电话 Um, sorry for not replying.
你试穿礼服迟到了 You're late for the tux fitting.
对 Oh, yeah, um...
我在蒙大拿州 I'm in Montana?
我们得重新安排你试礼服的时间 We need to reschedule your appointment.
你什么时候回来 When will you be back?
我不确定 Well, I'm not so sure.
我要去一个叫天堂的小镇 I'm heading towards a little town called Paradise,
而且我... and I'm--
我想在这里冷静一段时间 I'm thinking of hunkering down there for a little while.
星期三中午12点如何 How about Wednesday, 12:00 p.M.?
那时候你是不是已经冷静好了 Will you be done hunkering by then?
应该把 我会尽量想想办法 Sure. I'll see what I can do.
那你确定了 再见 You are confirmed. Goodbye.
我们得回医院跟宋先生谈谈 We have to get back to the hospital and talk to Mr. Song.
如果只做化疗和放疗 你活不了多久 With only chemo and radiation, you would die soon.
但我找到了一种方法可以用荧光灯来 But I've found a way to remove the tumor
切除肿瘤 using fluorescent light.
如果我们在手术前让你服用五胺基酮戊酸 If we administer 5-ALA before surgery,
癌细胞就会在灯光下变成粉红色 the cancer cells will turn pink under the light.
这样我们就可以将癌细胞切除 Then we can resect those cells
并完好无损地保留健康的组织 and leave healthy tissue unharmed.
你的右侧可能会瘫痪 You will likely have paralysis on your right side,
但不会有认知或语言障碍 but no cognitive or speech impairment.
不 No.
我一直很注重身体健康 I've always taken care of myself.
如果不做手术 你最多只能活一年 Without this procedure, you'd have a year at most.
那我最好活得有意义点 I'd better make it count, then.
不做手术 No surgery.
鸡肉炖菜 街尾那家店买的 Chicken pepian, from the place down the street.
马蒂奥说这让他想家 Mateo says it reminds him of home.
有意思 他在「家」时 Funny. When he was "home,"
最喜欢吃的是披萨 his favorite food was pizza.
你人真好 You're very kind.
我不确定我是否会对 I'm not sure I would be this nice
现男友的前女友那么好 to the ex-girlfriend of my current boyfriend.
马蒂奥跟你说过我们的事吗 Mateo told you about us?
没有 但你是他喜欢的类型 No, but you're his type.
漂亮 比他还聪明 Beautiful. Smarter than he is.
是沃克医生说漏嘴了 And Dr. Wolke let something slip.
我想象不出蒂奥在这里的样子 I can't quite picture Teo here.
一切都那么 Everything is very
美好 nice.
光鲜亮丽 And shiny.
你们是在这里认识的吗 Did you meet here?
不是 No.
我们是在危地马拉认识的 We met in Guatemala.
然后他就决定搬家 And then he decided to move.
这有点太... It was a little...
浪漫 Romantic?
-疯狂 -没错 - Crazy. - Yes.
他一知道自己想要什么就会很快付诸行动 He moves fast when he knows what he wants.
我们其实第三次约会就住在一起了 We were practically living together by our third date.
你们在一起很长时间吗 Were you together a long time?
六个月 可能还不到 Six months, maybe less.
对我来说已经足够长可以开始想象 Long enough for me to start imagining
我们的孩子会是什么样子 what our kids would be like.
但后来好像是刚果爆发了战争还是 But then there was a war in Congo
海地地震了 or an earthquake in Haiti.
总之 某个地方有人需要他 Someone, somewhere needed him.
但我很高兴他找到了安定下来的地方 But I am glad he's found a place to settle down.
我之前不确定他会不会安定下来 I wasn't sure that would ever happen for him.
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已经开始想你了 我会很快回来 好好享用这瓶酒吧 马蒂奥
校对 朱朱i猫咪
总监 夕橙
谢谢你给我的酒 那边情况如何 想你 回家时告诉我一声 你收到我的消息了吗 关于罗莎的病情 只是问一下 你周三会回来吗
你在派对上丢下我走了 You left me. At the party?
我又累又烦 就回家了 I was tired and bored. I went home.
都不告别吗 Without saying goodbye.
我正要把你介绍给钱卓拉医生 I was about to introduce you to Dr. Chandra.
我没让你这么做 I didn't ask you to do that.
而且我也没让你告诉那个斯坦福的家伙 And I didn't ask you to tell that guy from Stanford
我做过50多次机器人手术 that I've done over 50 robotic surgeries,
或把我的外科培训考试分数告诉那个研究员 or give that research fellow my ABSITE scores.
这就叫社交 It's calling mingling.
感觉更像被推销 Felt more like being pimped out.
我能说什么 你是个学生 What can I say? You're a stud.
我没事 我很好 我的成绩一般 I'm fine. I'm good. My scores are average,
这让你疯狂 and it's driving you crazy.
你并不一般 但你不好意思站在聚光灯下 You're not average, but you shy away from the spotlight.
你是会功夫的性感韩裔外科医生 You're a hot Korean martial artist surgeon,
但你的脸没有出现在海报上 and your face isn't on a poster.
你觉得这是为什么 Why do you think that is?
我只是希望你能充分发挥潜力 I just want you to reach your full potential.
难道你自己不想吗 I mean, don't you want that for yourself?
昨晚没睡好 Rough night?
也不是 Not really. Oh.
如果我睡不好 You know, when I don't sleep well,
通常是为工作焦虑 it's usually anxiety about work
或者在想为什么某个帅哥不回我短信 or why some hot guy isn't texting me back,
或者是他让前女友来找我帮忙 or, oh, he sent his ex-girlfriend to me for help.
我熬夜是为了准备今天的手术 I was up late prepping for this surgery.
对 我也是 Yeah. Me, too.
我包里有润肤霜 如果你想要的话 I have moisturizer in my bag, just, if you want it.
她去哪了 Where is she?
罗莎情况稳定了 所以我今天早上 Rosa was stable, so I transferred her
把她转去县医院了 to County Hospital this morning.
她是我的病人 而且我是你上司 She's my patient, and I'm your boss.
这对我们的部门来说是正确的决定 This is the right call for our department.
她会得到必要的治疗 作为非盈利... She'll get the care she needs, and as a non-profit...
他们的团队做这类手术的 Their team has far less experience
经验尚浅 with this kind of surgery.
我知道这位病人对马蒂奥很重要 I know this patient is important to Mateo,
而且他对你也很重要 and he's important to you,
但我们不能根据个人感情来 but we cannot allocate our limited resources
分配我们有限的资源 based on personal feelings.
这跟马蒂奥没关系 Oh, this has nothing to do with Mateo.
你拿一个女人的生命冒险 You are risking a woman's life
就为了拍萨伦的马屁 so you can crawl further up Salen's ass.
我在保护这个部门 I'm protecting this department,
这其实应该是你的工作 which is actually your job.
儿科刚刚雇了三位新护士 Pedes just hired three new nurses.
她也批准我买便携式X光机了 I got approval for a portable X-ray.
上次萨伦批准你的请求是什么时候 When's the last time Salen approved one of your requests?
这里是医院 不是跳蚤市场 This is a hospital, not a swap meet.
这是她的医院 It's her hospital.
我去跟县医院联系 I'm contacting County.
你不能把她带回来 You can't bring her back here.
我知道 I know.
有限颞叶切除术如何 What about a limited temporal lobe resection?
可以降低未来出现脑疝的风险 Lower the risk of future brain herniation?
有利于保持运动功能 Good for preserving motor function,
但他很可能失去语言功能 but he'd likely lose speech.
为什么我爸爸还在这里 Why is my dad still here?
他什么都不肯告诉我 He isn't telling me anything.
艾米莉 这个休息室是外科住院医师专用的 Emily, the break room is for surgical residents only.
你在这里出现是禁止的 而且也不受欢迎 Your presence is not only prohibited, it is unwelcome.
我们正在努力改变你爸爸的想法 You're distracting us from
拯救他的生命 trying to change your dad's mind
你会让我们分心 and save his life.
这件毛衣很衬你的眼睛 That sweater is very striking with your eyes.
你应该跟他谈谈 You should talk to him.
好让他告诉我一切都好吗 So he can tell me everything's fine?
他需要你 He needs you.
我以前是个警察 I used to be a cop.
某种程度上是为了取悦我爸爸 In part to try and please my dad.
他一直都很强硬 He was all about being tough.
他总是竖起这样 He always had this, uh,
一堵墙 你明白吗 wall up, you know?
他刚来时身无分文 He came over with nothing.
语言不通 Didn't know the language.
他很长时间都靠微薄的收入勉强度日 He got by on very little for a long time.
我花了很长时间才明白这一点 It took a while for me to realize it,
但强硬就是他的生存策略 but being tough was just a survival strategy.
我爸爸19岁时来到这里 My dad came here when he was 19
而且他说「从一个套筒扳手和一对螺栓做到 and went "From a socket wrench and a couple bolts
湾区第一的五金便利店 to Number One Convenience Hardware in the Bay,
没问题」 no problem."
我明白他坚强是因为他不得不坚强 I get that he's strong because he had to be.
我明白也正是他的坚强 And I get
让他拒绝承认这个世界把我们当做异类 that it helps him to deny how the world sees us as "Other."
因为你一旦承认了 But when you do that,
就会让苦苦挣扎的人 it can make people who are struggling feel
感觉一团糟而且 messed-up and...
被孤立 Alone.
也许他保护你不是因为 Maybe he's protecting you
他觉得你很脆弱 not because he thinks you're weak
而是因为他宁愿自己扛起整个世界 but because he'd rather take on the world all by himself
也不想看到你受伤 than see you get hurt.
你爸爸是位斗士 艾米莉 Your dad's a fighter, Emily.
你也是 But so are you.
他现在正需要你为他战斗 And he needs you to fight for him right now.
你为什么不告诉你女儿 Why haven't you told your daughter
你的病情 what you're going through?
她小时候在店里帮忙 When she was a little girl, she'd help out at the shop.
弄得一团糟 Make a mess, more like,
更像是消失在一堆吊袜带里 disappear in the middle of stocking fasteners.
我会发现她躲在柜台后面 I'd find her hiding behind the counter.
有些人会说些很刻薄的话 Someone said something mean,
让她很不开心 made her feel bad.
但这世界就是这样 That's... That's the world.
我把锤子卖给那些讨厌我的人 I sell hammers to people who hate me.
我赚到了钱 他们得到了锤子 I get their money, they get their hammers.
我埋头苦干 I kept my head down,
为家人 为她创建美好的生活 built a life for our family, for her.
所以 我看到她不开心时 会对她说「嘿 So, when I'd see her upset, I'd tell her, "Hey,
忘了那家伙吧 forget that guy.
服务好下一位顾客」 Focus on the next customer."
我不想让她受伤 I don't want her to hurt.
我必须为了她坚强起来 I need to be strong for her.
宋先生 Mr. Song,
告诉你女儿什么是坚强的最佳方式就是 the best way to show your daughter what strength is...
把你的病情告诉她 tell her what you're going through.
她不再是那个 She's not the little girl
躲在柜台后面的小女孩了 hiding behind the counter anymore.
我听说你要在县医院做罗莎的手术 I heard you're doing Rosa's surgery at County.
我想做你的助手 I would like to assist.
你没有在县医院做手术的特权 You don't have any surgical privileges at County.
而且除非你想惹怒首席执行官 And unless you want to piss off the CEO,
否则无论如何你都不该做 you shouldn't do it anyway.
也许你也不应该做 Maybe you shouldn't, either.
你不知道伦东医生什么时候回来 对吗 You don't know when Dr. Rendon is coming back, do you?
我加入这个项目前 Before I got into this program,
听说了很多关于你的事 I had heard so much about you,
你多么聪明 多么有天赋 how you were smart and talented and
多么严格而又公正 tough and fair.
而且一开始 And at first,
我觉得「天哪 闭嘴 我知道了」 I was like, "Oh, my God. Stop. I get it."
但 But...
但我见到你后 But I didn't.
就不这么想了 Until I met you.
每一位为你工作的人 Everyone who works for you
都因此成为了更优秀的医生 is a better doctor because of it.
而且我讨厌看到 And I would hate
你赌上自己努力得到的一切 to see you put everything you've worked for on the line
为了那些 for someone who
不愿意为你做同样的事的人 isn't willing to do the same for you.
谢谢你 Thank you.
不要再给我提建议了 Don't ever give me advice again.
不管你和乔丹说了什么 情况有所改善 Whatever you and Jordan said has improved the situation.
你们怎么做到的 How did you do it?
我只是肯定了艾米莉的初衷 I just affirmed where Emily was coming from
又帮她了解她爸爸的初衷 and helped her see where her dad was coming from, too.
我也试图这么做 That's what I tried to do,
但却让他们都很生气 and it made them both angry.
我有共同的经历 There's some shared experiences.
因为你们都是亚洲裔 Because you're both Asian.
美国人 对 American, yeah.
都是二代移民 都有相似的父亲 Both second generation, similar fathers.
都是局外人 You're both outsiders.
对 我想... Yeah. I guess that's, uh...
我爸 Um, my dad
跟我说了肿瘤的事 told me about the tumor.
你劝他接受手术了吗 Did you convince him to accept the surgery?
一想到 The thought
会失去他 我就害怕 of losing him terrifies me.
但他现在需要我的支持 But he needs my support now.
也意味着支持他的决定 Which means supporting his decision.
谢谢你让我意识到这一点 Thank you for helping me see that.
我错了 I was wrong.
你和乔丹的话让情况更糟糕了 What you and Jordan said has made the situation worse.
我的患者最终达成了一致 My clients are finally in agreement with each other.
但和我相反 But against me.
抱歉 肖恩 I'm sorry, Shaun.
我喜欢这个晚礼服 但格拉斯曼在哪呢 I love the tuxes, but where's Glassman?
他在天堂里「冷静」呢 Oh, he is "Hunkering down" In Paradise.
朴医生 艾米莉和我都是局外人 Dr. Park, Emily, and I are all outsiders,
但是我没能和她沟通 but I failed to connect with her,
而朴医生成功了 and Dr. Park succeeded.
想要和人沟通 To connect with people,
我需要让他们喜欢我 而他们不喜欢我 I need them to like me, which they do not.
我需要新策略 I need new strategies.
肖恩 我知道你从小就不被人接受 Shaun, I know you grew up not feeling accepted,
你没有太多朋友 you didn't have many friends...
不 我没有任何朋友 No. I did not have any friends.
或许你的评分让你想起 Maybe the scores are bringing up
一些过去的 受伤的感受 some of those old, painful feelings?
评分提供了有效的数据 The scores are providing useful data
帮助我记录我的进步 to help me track my progress.
很多人喜欢你 你觉得是为什么 Many people like you. Why do you think that is?
肖恩 Shaun,
太过纠结人们是不是喜欢你 obsessing over whether or not people like you
早晚会把自己搞疯的 is a guaranteed trip to Crazytown.
你这么轻描淡写是因为你很受欢迎 That is very easy to say when you are likeable.
你是个很棒的医生 You're an amazing doctor,
任何运转正常的算法都应该能够识别 which any functioning, decent algorithm should recognize.
如果我跟萨伦说一下 If I just talked to Salen, I...
不 我不希望你这么做 No. I don't want you to do that.
这样更简单 It might be simpler.
你认为我不能提升我的评分吗 Do you think I can't improve my scores?
当然不是 Of course not.
我知道你可以 I know you can.
我得走了 Mm. I have to go.
保持气道 Securing the airway.
再加两毫升氯羟去甲安定 Give another two milligrams Lorazepam.
怎么回事 What's happening?
随着肿瘤增大 癫痫和脑疝 The seizures and brain herniation will only get worse
只会越来越严重 as the tumor grows.
我们现在能做的只有用药物诱导他昏迷 All we can do now is keep him in a medically induced coma.
直到肿瘤杀死他 Until the tumor kills him.
再也不会醒来了吗 Without waking up first?
你们已经无能为力了吗 There's nothing you can do?
你是他的医疗监护人 You are his medical proxy.
你爸爸认为他还有时间 Now, your dad rejected surgery
所以之前他拒绝手术 when he thought he still had time.
也许他现在的选择会有所变化 It's possible he'd make a different choice now.
他说的很清楚 他不想以任何 He made it clear he didn't want
羸弱的方式生活 to live weakened in any way.
如果我选择手术 他会恨我的 He'd hate me for choosing the surgery for him.
我不能 I can't.
这个决定非常糟糕 非常不理智 That is a very bad, very irrational decision.
你爸爸恨不恨你不重要 It doesn't matter if your father hates you.
别人的喜好不重要 Being liked doesn't matter,
而担心这个 and worrying about that is
早晚会发疯的 a guaranteed trip to Crazytown.
重要的是救你爸爸的命 What matters is saving your dad's life.
你手表的橙色很好看 Your watch is a very nice shade of orange.
蒂奥很幸运能和你在一起 Teo's lucky to have you.
我跟他说最好不要把这个搞砸了 I told him he better not screw this one up.
你跟他说 You talked to him?
今天早些时候 Mm. Earlier today.
就一分钟 Only for a minute.
他说他很快就会回来 He said he'll be back soon.
希望吧 Hopefully.
护士很快就会过来 The nurse will come by in a couple minutes
推你去手术室 to take you to the O.R.
你好 格拉斯曼医生 Hello, Dr. Glassman,
你还没有接受重新安排的 you haven't accepted the calendar invite
礼服试衣的日历邀请 for the rescheduled tux fitting.
需要我再发送一遍吗 Should I send another one?
还有 试图提高 Also, in attempting to improve
患者满意的尝试 my performance with my clients,
没有任何进展 即便... I have not many progress, even though...
莫菲医生 Dr. Murphy?
你是对的 You were right.
没有任何事能比救我爸爸更重要 Nothing matters except saving my dad.
做手术吧 Do the surgery.
忽略没有任何进展那部分 Ignore the part about not making progress,
不过请回应一下日历邀请 but please respond about the calendar invite.
我们切除了98%的肿瘤 We got over 98% of the tumor,
并且你的预后非常好 and your prognosis is very good.
一如预期 我们没能 As expected, we weren't able
完全保留你左臂和左腿的 to preserve full motor strength
运动能力 in your left arm and leg.
谁 Who...
我让他们做的 I told them to.
阿爸 Appa,
我不能失去你 I couldn't stand to lose you.
我知道你可能永远都不会原谅我 I know you may never forgive me
不会再跟我说话 or speak to me again,
但至少我知道你依然 but at least I know you're still here
在这个世界上陪着我 on the planet with me.
这个决定 That decision...
需要很大的勇气 ...took a lot of strength.
还好我女儿很坚强 Good thing my daughter's so tough.
不知道我跟谁学的 Wonder where I got that from.
一切顺利 Everything went well.
我修复了每一个动脉瘤 I was able to repair each of the aneurysms.
你应该在一周内就能回家 还可能更快 We should have you home in a week, maybe less.
谢谢 Thank you.
你和马蒂奥怎么结束的 How did it end, between you and Mateo?
这事与我无关 It's none of my business.
如果你不想说可以不说 You don't have to answer that if you don't want to.
他总是在执行医疗任务 He would go on medical missions all the time,
有时候不告而别 sometimes with no notice.
我醒来发现一个小礼物 I would wake up and find a little gift,
比如一本书或者一瓶酒 like a book or a bottle of wine,
还有甜蜜的留言 and a sweet note.
几天或者几周后 After a few days, or weeks,
他就会回来 然后一切如常 he would come back, and everything would be good.
然而有一次 他没有回来 And then one time, he didn't.
我等了很久 I waited for a long time.
太久了 Too long.
谢谢你 Thank you.
你想吃晚饭吗 You want to get some dinner?
我做的千层面平平无奇 I make a fairly average lasagna.
我得写完这个 Ah, I have to finish this
钱卓拉实验室的申请书 proposal for Dr. Chandra's lab.
除非你想和我一起写 Unless you want to work on it together.
不了 I'm good.
我上交警徽的那天 You know, the day I handed in my badge,
我爸爸说我太软弱 my dad told me I was weak.
然后他一年间 And then he didn't say
都没有跟我说话 anything else to me for a year.
我只是因为他才能做得到 I was only able to do it because of him.
我一辈子都在看着他做出艰难的选择 I'd watched him make tough choices my whole life.
我用尽全力走到这里 It cost me a lot to get here,
不过我终于走到了乐土 but I'm finally in a good place.
我爱我的工作 I love my work
和我的刺头女友 and my pain-in-the-ass girlfriend.
我不知道这是不是「充分发挥潜力」 I don't know if that's "Reaching my full potential,"
但是我很开心 but I'm happy.
我已经够努力了 And I fought too hard for that
不需要任何人告诉我这还不够 to let anyone tell me it's not enough.
哪怕是最让我开心的人 Even the person who makes me the happiest.
我会吃千层面 I'll eat the lasagna.
我需要知道 I need to know
某种程度上的「好」就足够了 at some point "Good" is gonna be good enough.
对你 对我们 For you. For us.
我有野心 但不代表我崩溃了 I'm ambitious. That doesn't mean I'm broken.
我觉得你不开心 I think you're unhappy.
我从认识你起 As long as I've known you,
你就一直在努力向上爬 you've been reaching for the next rung of the ladder.
什么时候才会满足 Will it ever be enough?
我很感谢莫菲医生来做手术 拯救我爸爸的生命 他对手术的想法很棒 结果也很好 他绝对是非常有才的外科医生...
不过也有一些不和谐的时候使我困扰 比如 莫非医生似乎(很奇怪) 对于我爸爸在手术室不能呼吸很兴奋 这无疑让人不安
无疑让人不安
不敏感和不尊重
令人尴尬...和怪异
在进行新的疗法和药物之前 我的医生会花时间解释可能的风险和副反应 我觉得我的医生关心我 我信任我的医生
我觉得我的医生关心我
喂 你没有接通亚伦·格拉斯曼 Hi. You haven't reached Aaron Glassman.
我会择时回电话给你 So I'll call you back. Sometime.
喂 我是莉亚 给我回电 Hi. It's Lea. Call me back.
也打给肖恩 他需要你 And call Shaun. He needs you.
删除选定记录
把那个年轻女人转院让你感觉 Did transferring that young woman make you feel
很糟糕吗 crappy?
决定很正确 It was the right call.
是 Yeah.
非常糟糕 Pretty crappy.
几年前 一个同事让我 A few years ago, a colleague made me take
做一个在线测试 one of those online tests that
看看你是不是反社会人 tells you if you're a sociopath.
我不是 I'm not.
我只是尽忠职守 I'm just committed.
让感情影响商业决策会导致... Allowing feelings to influence business decisions leads to...
错误决定 Bad decisions.
正是 Yes. Exactly.
你的思维像一个领导人 You think like somebody who knows how to be in charge.
所以你为什么不做领导了 So why aren't you anymore?
我做了一个正确的决定 I made a good call.
董事会做出了一个糟糕的决定 The board made a bad one.
你可以和我一起吃晚饭吗 Would you like to have dinner? With me.
回答之前 你应该知道和我吃饭 Before you answer, you should know that going out with me
不会对你的职业生涯有好处 will not benefit you professionally in any way.
或者个人好处 Or personally, maybe.
谁知道呢 Who's to say?
拒绝我也不会有任何后果 And turning me down will have no repercussions.
感情不应该影响经营 Feelings do not influence business.
我可以签个类似的承诺书 I can sign something to that effect.
我很乐意和你共进晚餐 I'd love to have dinner with you.
非常好 Excellent.
你喜欢沙瓦玛吗 Do you like shawarma?
我知道哪里的沙瓦玛最棒 I know the best shawarma place.
我太爱他们的鸡肉 Oh, I love their chicken,
不过我听说他们的羔羊肉也不错 but I hear their lamb is also very good,
虽然我再也不吃羔羊肉了 though I don't eat lamb anymore.
令人难过 It makes me sad.
这里是马蒂奥·伦东医生的 You have reached the voicemail box of...
语音邮箱 Dr. Mateo Rendon.
请留下您的留言 Please record your message.
喂 是我 Hi. It's me.
如果你要回来工作 If you're coming back for work,
我们周四见 I'll see you Thursday.
如果你要回来见我 If you're coming back for me...
不必 ...don't.
毛茛属 Ranunculus.
它们花粉少 They have very low pollen,
并且颜色也「大胆」 and the colors are also..."wild."
这是抵蕾诺黄 These are Delano Yellow.
太美了 Gorgeous,
不会过敏 它们很完美 肖恩 allergen-free, they're perfect, Shaun.
我们要庆祝我的成功 Yes, we are celebrating my success.
我收到了新的评分 I received a new batch of scores,
它们增加了2.3分 and they are elevated 2.3 points.
很棒 That's great.
确实 Yes. It is.
我提升表现的努力 My efforts to improve my performance
最终得到了效果 have been effective after all.
没有人说我奇怪 And no one said I was weird.